I had planned to make a video update about this because I kn..
🕑 Added 2022-05-13 18:39:18 +0000 UTC
I had planned to make a video update about this because I know most of you probably won't even read this, but I am in such a horrible mood that I would say things I shouldn't.
The wind where I live is blowing like a fucking tornado outside my office, my daughter's basement is flooded and she's due to have my third grandbaby next Friday and my life is just in overall chaos lately. Those are just a few of the reasons for my foul mood.
I understand that most of you, in fact probably 99.9% of you, have no idea what us women deal with on a daily basis. When I say "us women", I mean women like me. The women of the internet let's call us. I hate the term "sex worker". It's one of those PC bullshit terms that only makes things worse and tries to lump us all in like we're all the same when we are not.
Although I understand you couldn't possibly know what goes on behind the scenes of what we do and it looks so easy and fun to the onlooker, I am absolutely fed up with dealing with the negativity. If it's not nasty, derogatory comments on my socials, it's whiny and petulant behavior in messages about customs or whatever. Sure, we all deal with negativity on a daily basis, but do you deal with it by the thousands? Probably not.
ALL I have been doing for the past couple of months SOLID is working on getting customs done and getting my life back in order since I made a huge mess of things before I got sober. No, this is not any of your faults or problem, but I tell you this because it means my mental health is fragile and I already have a very sensitive nervous system. AND I AM DOING MY BEST. You might not physically SEE it, but I can assure you that I am.
I always do my best to be all about the customer service, even to the ones who pi$$ me off, but there comes a point when I'm sacrificing my own mental health for a complete stranger who is just being rude and unfeeling and just WANTS.
I will no longer tolerate this kind of behavior and no chances will be given. The block feature is there for a reason and I am trigger happy AF in order to keep my sanity. NOBODY is worth losing my sanity over.
That being said, I am working very hard and getting orders filled and new content made all while also building new sites and creating ways for me to keep my social media accounts from being deleted (like my most recent main instagram taken from me at 152k followers). I run NUMEROUS websites, clips stores and social media accounts all by my little lonesome and there is only so much time in a day.
It all boils down to this; if you don't want to wait for a custom video... don't even come at me about ordering one. You will sometimes have to wait for me to reply to messages for a while. I receive a fuck ton of them and unless you want to be answered by some assistant rather than by ME, you'll just have to fucking wait for that too, occasionally. It's called life and we all have one. Mine just happens to be constantly filled with things to do and it isn't always catering to some stranger on the internet, believe it or not.
