Yesterday I broke up with H, who has been my dom for a year ..
🕑 Added 2023-04-21 23:51:41 +0000 UTC
Yesterday I broke up with H, who has been my dom for a year and a half. For who doesn't know about who I am talking about, he introduced me to chastity, to steel and he was my first Master ever. I left the dynamic 5 months ago because he lied to me about a personal situation. I forgived him but asked for what I needed to feel valued. Nothing has changed, so I have left the d/s that we had until now. For me it's a really heavy situation, sad and emotional. A friend told me that breaking BDSM relationships feel more deep than the vainilla ones because you also leave a person who created different safe spaces for you and you for them. Luckly I haven't attached chastity to him only, I love chastity and steel for myself and if I had a partner I would like to be kept in chastity too. I would have never asked for more steel and more chastity to H if I did it only for him. So I am happy to know that at least I enjoy being between chains at padlocks by myself. I created this account mainly to explain my chastity diary, and this is something important to write about. My plan is trying what I did during locktober and no nut november, but without orders from any dom, and keeping my keys with code padlocks. I would like to do more than a month and seeing what desperation brings me. But obviously I need some days to rest and think about all of this situation. I appreciate a lot your support, messages and energy thanks❤️❤️
