I’m feeling stressed. Last three days I’ve been having reall..
🕑 Added 2024-04-25 19:05:19 +0000 UTC
I’m feeling stressed. Last three days I’ve been having really weird belly aches. It started first when I was in the car and I was looking down my phone. I thought oh this is just motion sickness. But then it would happen like today when I wasn’t in the car and has been happening all night. I hope I’m not pregnant. Especially with from this guy that I don’t wanna see anymore. Every night I’m like cursed of thinking of like how he makes me feel and how uncomfortable I am, and how I don’t want to hang out with him. And literally he just keeps texting me. And it’s just so hard to even write those types of messages. I guess I’m also stressed because I still haven’t found a job in Munich and I’ve been playing so much and all I’ve been getting “no”. But I know if I keep applying it everything will be OK. Lucky feeling stressed about money as well because in last month I had to pay a bunch of money because I failed a course and that was pretty much like my savings so this month I’ve been living really like on a little to no money at all and I guess that’s been also stressing me out, no money. Like just literally Very little. My contract at my job is also ending at the end of May and that’s makes me sad because it’s like the first time in a year that I won’t have like a full-time job. This job where I’m at right now has really changed my life in so many great ways and has opened up so many doors to my success where I am now in the comfortability that I live in my life, it’s amazing. But of course I am ready to go to another job and do something that I actually really like but I still haven’t found a job that’ll take me yet. Maybe I’m not pregnant and maybe I’m just stressed from all of these factors because I am applying for jobs every day. I am working a lot of hours and I’m trying to respect my borders. And next week I’m going on vacation and I’m really excited but I’m super nervous because the it’s bunch of money but I already like paid for most of it in advance so yeah. I guess I do need a break from everything. And I need a break from that guy. And my best friend is gone right now like literally I hang out with him almost every single day but now he’s gonna be gone for the next 5 1/2 weeks in France now I have other friends too, but they’re not like my Besty because he always wants to hang out with me and my other friends sometimes like a little bit here a little bit there. It’s just a lot of change right now and I really want to get more answers in regards to my job and not be so uncertain anymore. I just gotta keep working harder.
