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How do i cope with my feelings? Wie komme ich klar mit meine..
🕑 Added 2022-08-19 13:03:52 +0000 UTC How do i cope with my feelings? Wie komme ich klar mit meinem Gefühlen?I don't. What should i do? Focus on them or just grow from them?
I'm trying but there is still this feeling... like fuck.
I'm trying to be positive. Believe me. Everyone says I always look happy.
Well ja cause I try not to focus on my sadness.
Sadness of always being alone.
Ja this job is great. I don't have to be locked in a büro from 9-5
Ja I have more time.
More time to be fucking alone
MEHR zeit alleine zu sein.
FUCK!
I have spent most of my fucking life alone.
Everyone says ,,oh you should be comfortable being alone''
JA WELL ...
I have spent the majaority of my life alone..
Do you see anybody with me when I travel?
Some people say they could never do that.
Well I have no fucking choice.
I hate being alone I go through extreme measures not to be alone.
I will literally travel 2 hours to you, any fucking where, just not be alone and have even the chance to hang out with anyone...
It hurts me severly when someone cancels on me.
They don't know whats going on. The just see an overlly eager girl who wants hang out.
some may say I'm needy.
Ja well when you have spent as much time as me alone, maybe you would understand why i get so excited to see anyone.
No one knows.. I have no other choice just to accept it and move on.
But gosh dam it . It hurts.
I try everyday to treffen anyone.
sigh. I feel sick.
I feel like puking.
My head hurts. Yes I am crying while writing this.
Einsam... How can i be einsam?
I'm so fucking open to everything and want to really live my life but all I'm getting from people is nothing.
