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Alright my loves, I’ve got a vulnerable share coming in HOT...
🕑 Added 2024-09-22 23:50:47 +0000 UTCAlright my loves, I’ve got a vulnerable share coming in HOT.
I’ve been thinking about opening up about this for months now, and today I’m feeling inspired to step into vulnerability and share it with you… though it feels a little edgy! I’m here to embrace those edges—and not just embrace them, but expand them.
Maybe you’ve noticed, maybe not… but I rarely post photos of myself straight on, where both of my breasts are visible.
I’ve had a complicated and tender relationship with my breasts since they developed during puberty. They’re what I perceive as ‘drastically’ asymmetrical. I remember looking at them, wondering if the smaller one would eventually catch up with the larger one. It never did. For years, I judged and shamed myself, afraid that if anyone else noticed, they might laugh or judge me too. I can't even count the amount of times I saw my reflection and allowed all of the shame to arise and move, watching myself and crying, sobbing, wailing from the deepest part of my core.
It has been difficult and powerful to feel so deeply.
Time and time again, my partners over the years have shown me relentless and devotional love, desiring me exactly as I am, and reminding me that I’m not so special as to be unworthy of love and pleasure.
I’ve devoted an incredible amount of time, energy, focus and attention to cultivating a more loving and accepting relationship to my breasts. I allow myself to be even more human...to embrace the paradox. The human body is a work of art, full of unique “imperfections” that make us human. Bodies aren’t perfectly symmetrical, and that’s exactly what makes them beautiful. - AND - While this inner work has supported my mental health and my perception of myself, I’ve still been curious about what life would feel like in a different shape.
Getting a breast augmentation is something that floated in my awareness since high school, but I didn't seriously consider it until last year. I decided to fuck around and find out.
My surgery is scheduled for October 15, 2024!
Some of you might have your own judgments, thoughts and concerns, however I’m not available to receive them. I’ve made this decision for me. It feels important to share while also setting clear boundaries about the type of energy and conversations I’m open to.
Please don’t tell me I’m beautiful—that’s not what I need to hear right now. What I ask is that you see me for who I truly am, in all my humanness, and if it’s real, love me for all of it. ❤️
I often ask myself: Is this making me feel bigger or smaller?
And phewwww…wow. Sharing this makes me feel BIGGER.
Thank you for taking the time to feel me and read this. I’m grateful for your presence. My prayer is that if you’ve ever experienced body shaming, this helps you feel a little less alone.
If you decide to support my next chapter, I've made a wishlist below. All contributors will receive anything from exclusive behind the scenes content from the days leading up to and following my surgery, to custom videos with my new titties, cock ratings, VIP chatting 💕
🕯️Candles, a new journal, or other Self-Care treats - $25
💐 Treat me to dinner, Order me UberEats or Buy me flowers - $50
👙Treat me to Post-Op Bras or comfy clothes - $100
💆🏼♀️ Spoil me with a Massage the week before my surgery! - $200
