Hi loves, I’m really sorry I even have to say this but unfor..
🕑 Added 2023-11-03 19:59:50 +0000 UTC
Hi loves, I’m really sorry I even have to say this but unfortunately, I don’t think I can be doing customs/making content as long as I’m home.
As some of you know, I care for my father full time due to his dementia and for awhile now I’ve gotten away with making content, until last night.
For context, my room is technically the porch so it locks from the inside (his side) but not my side. I had told him prior to stay out because I was busy filming a stuffing (obviously I didn’t word it like that to him) about an hour into it, my dad barges in on me and my whole belly was out, but of course with his dementia he forgot.
He said my cat wanted to come in (Which I had also told him prior I didn’t want her in my room because she likes to jump up on my table while filming) and to that I had said I didn’t want her in here and he replied with “well she’s your cat” so I just said “I don’t care if she’s in here or not just close my door” and he took that as me having an attitude and threatened to hit me.
I’m honestly just really lucky that I wasn’t doing anything more than just eating. I say this because in his earlier years before he was diagnosed, he would s*xualize me saying things like “if you weren’t my daughter I would’ve had my way with you already” and “if I were you I’d keep your door locked” it got so bad at one point that he would watch me as i showered and had told me it turned him on. I had moved out at that point and even then he’d come visit and ask me to send naked pictures of myself to him.
That was about 2 years ago but since then, his dementia had progressed and there’s no one willing or able to take care of him at this moment other than me.
I know I could just get a new lock for and make sure it locks on my side but it’s really gotten to a point where I think he needs to be put into a place that can take care of him better than I have.
With that being said, I’m gonna have to start looking for places so if anyone would like to buy my Dropbox link with premade content, please message me it would be appreciated more than you know.
And I promise you I’m not quitting!! Just gotta get this all sorted and if you read this far Thankyou, I wanna give u a smooch and sorry for the novel of a rant
