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always writing about the girl but never to her why is it be..
🕑 Added 2019-12-08 16:31:42 +0000 UTC always writing about the girlbut never to her
why
is it because
in a few weeks
i can still read my work
and feel how i feel now
an exactly replicated
yet always fading
perfect carbon copy of emotion
conversely
writing to the girl
means forgoing fantasy for reality
inviting hurtful
or worse, stagnant and uninteresting
possibilities
but there is always a chance
so small, fleeting, and bright
it shines like Hope exiting Pandora’s Box
i’ve only seen glimpses
and only a few times
but it’s enough
to make me think writing *to* you,
perhaps,
may allow me to create
some truly delicious works
(for your pleasure)
