ITβs my BIRTHDAY! πππ₯³ππ
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🕑 Added 2023-04-24 12:38:56 +0000 UTC
ITβs my BIRTHDAY! πππ₯³ππ
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The age of 33 sound as magical as the combination of numbers, to be honest.
Today I feel the most open an true with myself and others I have ever been maybe, nothing to hide: you know I have dogged down my past in the last two years? Since I met my husband, my attachment style has inevitably shown all my faults and woundsβ¦which made our life a nightmare, added to HIS past and wounds. Well, people, I could have kept distracting myself like most people do, but nah, I went deep into my dark side and meditated, breath worked, ice bathed, got psychosomatic therapy, got treated physically by myofascia integration manual therapy,β¦and so on and so onβ¦this WASNβt EASY. It was extremely painful. And when you did t see me posting here (last summer-autumn) I was at home pralyzed by emotional pain. Had to explain with words, and Iβm sure hard to understand if you havenβt been there.
Still, I think it is important that I share about it.
Today I feel more integrated, yes, but the road hasnβt come to an end. I have just recently RE contacted my parents after 8 months of silent. Yep. I am trying to establish a loving and healthy connection based on a type of communication we have never had, thus my trauma.
Sometimes I feel hopeless, sometimes I feel hope.
Just like some days you feel happy and some days you donβt.
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