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A big part part of the himbo je-ne-sais-quo or personality, ..
🕑 Added 2024-10-20 15:50:59 +0000 UTCA big part part of the himbo je-ne-sais-quo or personality, vibe; whatever you may call it- is being able to not only withstand, even more than "to tolerate" - but to able to be aware of and laugh at the turbulence and anomalies we cause by our own clumisness/basic airheadedness that is matched with genuine love/concern for his fellow human and willingness to exert an athletic-like enthusiasm to express that.
Like how do I process this: i got back from Ohio, everything is gravy af- I'm happy, super busy, happy to return home (its funny bc this trip what I identify as home changed mid trip...left to go home [where my Mom is] realized my default home setting is now wired in as [Ocean Beach] so I "flew home" twice. (Im pretty sure I had been using correct punctuation up until that line)
I go in to register my car (a very long time after I bought it...no fucks were given/I never bought a car before/no one was hassling) and I got fucking popped for a warrant I was unaware of from pre-LAX days. I'm not intensly intelligent but fuckin-a if my Spider-Sense is not The Truth- the kind of gift you can never ask for that is given in prisons, Detroit, blasez-splee. My Dad helped me do my taxes and shit last week and hes like "why the fuck have you not done this?" I dunno. I just didnt wanna.
Like my brain wouldn't let me. It was not an extended stay, and my time spent while captive to the San Diego PD was totally charming and classy (theres no gesture from police that I love more than when they come for you, have looked you up and see your kind of a beast, and show up to arrest you with a overkill-amount of manpower (in numbers and size of human) and are totally sweet when they deliver the news. True bro shit: "we know who you are, you know the drill, you have some smoke that we truly dont want...just please come? To acknowledge and express this peace-pipe/fist pump we brought 4 of our finest specimens (close to your size sir) and we'll get you you back home quick.") I had ALL my shit in that fucking car...every fucking thing. That was alot but I'm a-ight. I missed 2 collabs that I think I can un-fuck right away.
I stopped by Footano's last night and we went to grab drinks-end result this girl wanted to see my porn and ran off with my dead phone she was insistent on charging while I grabbed drinks. In her defense I got lost in the sauce chatting way too long with the guy that runs South Coast Surf and sold me my hard-to-find huge wetsuit.
I have an impressive list of people i need to call right now and we dont know where the damn phone is. I fucking dont know exactly what I had set in stone for collab dates and what i needed to lock up still. Mercifully there is a delicate-balance of ability and overall self awareness (that is a big himbo thing as well) that as long as your truly doing your best...you seem to not ever notice that A. hey at least your pretty B.alot of people seem to take pity on people like myself which- which I laugh at in a sort of reciprocal way. Im frankly grateful I dont even notice alot shit some people spend alot time freaking out about.
The big thing is Ryan Stanford is hosting an orgy with a stable of studs I'm either friends with by now or have been talking to on Twitter for a while and am stoked to fuck and meet. I cant remember if its today at 1 or tomorrow. I gotta set a final date with Joel Somebody, Max Lorde, That Mexa Guy, Santana XL.
Next week is special for me I host Andrew Delta (more on that later) and Chase Carlson (more on that as well!) I cant make shit happen without my phone I think I gotta go wake verizon up at 9:00 and buy another fucking phone. I will never admit to how many phones Ive went through since I got to California.
I am beyond stoked to acquire Chase Z as a roommate after we kick off the holiday season by running through Bangkok, returning just in time for Christmas at "Home setting 1" with the fam. The underlying play here that I think will be that I do so much better when symbiotically (fairly:some would argue parasitically) "stuck" to another human I catalogue as "on my team." Much more on Chase Z later...
I gotta go clean up this phone mess.
love you all
Mark✈️
