Special ASMR It's okay as you are.๐(Demon Slayer Kanroji Mitsuri)๊ทธ๋๋ก์ ๋์ธ ์ฑ๋ก ๊ด์ฐฎ์.๐(๊ท์นผ ๋ฏธ์ธ ๋ฆฌ)ใใฎใพใพใฎๅใฎใพใพใงใใใ๐(้ฌผๆป ใฎๅใฎ้ฒๅฏบ่)
🕑 Added 2022-03-04 11:01:34 +0000 UTCHow long has it been since I've given you this special video? You've been waiting for a long time, right? I always say this, but thank you so much for waiting. And I'm always touched by the grateful people who maintained the membership. Thank you. Thank you so much. tomatoes. ๐
I don't want to talk about depressing things, but really... ๐ฅบ I didn't even realize how many months have passed. I didn't forget you for a second. I've been in a swamp for months because my heart hurts without being able to do anything. I was lying down because it's hard to sit and stay awake because I don't even have the strength to press hearts. It was everydays without motivation. I slept often. I felt sorry for coming late, so I was ashamed of telling you even my light news and posts.
I thought it was getting better at some point, but I repeatedly collapsed again, perhaps because I was forced to cheer up. 'Why can't I get better', 'when can I cure it', 'what is the meaning of life', I wanted to give up everything, these endless gloomy thoughts bothered me, but I finally realized. Rather than trying to treat it, I have to accept it and always keep it in myself, like a companion, and manage it. ๐ And I, who is weak, slow, and likes to run away, may often collapse in the future, but I plan to develop an "immunity of collapse" by repeating collapsing and waking up. I'm not good enough. But would you be with me if you want? :)
This special video has prepared an ASMR video that helps delicate people sleep comfortably and love themselves as they are, along with the cosplay of Kanroji Mitsuri from Demon Slayer. It's both what I'm saying for you and what I want to say for me. I'm very embarrassed to dress up, but I wanted to express the character as it is. Huhu, my English is always poor. Thanks for watching.๐
์ด ์ผ๋ง๋ง์ ๋๋ฆฌ๋ ํน๋ณ์์์ธ์ง... ใ ///ใ ์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ ์ ๋ง ๋ง์ด ๊ธฐ๋ค๋ฆฌ์ จ์ง์? ํญ์ ๋๋ฆฌ๋ ๋ง์์ด์ง๋ง ์ ๋ง ์ ๋ง ๊ธฐ๋ค๋ ค์ฃผ์ ์ ๊ฐ์ฌํด์. ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ํ์์ ์ ์งํด์ฃผ์ ๊ฐ์ฌํ ๋ถ๋ค์ ๋ง์์ ํญ์ ๊ฐ๋ํด์. ๊ฐ์ฌํฉ๋๋ค, ๊ณ ๋ง์ต๋๋ค ์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ. ๐
์ฐ์ธํ ์ด์ผ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ํ๊ณ ์ถ์ง ์์ง๋ง ์ฌ์ค ์ ๋ง๋ก.. ์ด๋ ๊ฒ ๋ช ๊ฐ์์ด ํ๋ ๋์ง๋ ์ ๊นจ๋ซ์ง๋ฅผ ๋ชปํ์ด์. ์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ๋ค์ ํ ์๋ ์์ง ์์์ง๋ง.. ์ ๋ง ์๋ฌด ๊ฒ๋ ํ ์ ์๋ ์ํ๋ก ์ฌ์ฅ์ด ์ํ ๋ช ๊ฐ์ ๊ฐ์ ๋ช์ ๋น ์ ธ์์๊ฑฐ๋ ์. ๋๊ธ์ ํํธ ๋๋ฅผ ํ ์กฐ์ฐจ ์์ด ํ์ค์์ ๋ํผํด์ ์นจ๋์์ ํ๋ฃจํ๋ฃจ๋ฅผ ๋ณด๋ด๊ณ ์์์๋ ๊ฒ์ด ํ๋ค๊ณ ๊นจ์ด์๋ ๊ฒ์ด ํ๋ค์ด์ ๊ฒฐ๊ตญ์ ๋์์๋ค ์ ๋ค๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ๋ณตํ๋ ์์ ์๋ ํ๋ฃจํ๋ฃจ์๋ต๋๋ค. ๋ฆ๊ฒ ์ค๋ ๊ฒ์ด ์ฃ์กํด์ ๊ฐ๋ฒผ์ด ์ ์์์ ์์ฃผ ๋ค๋ ค๋๋ฆฌ๋ ๊ฒ๋ ๋ฉด๋ชฉ์ด ์์์ด์.
์ด๋ ์๊ฐ๋ถํฐ ๊ด์ฐฎ์์ง๊ณ ์๋ค๊ณ ์๊ฐํ์ง๋ง ์ต์ง๋ก ํ์ ๋ธ ๊ฒ์ด์๋์ง ๋ค์ ์ฃผ์ ์๊ธธ ๋ฐ๋ณต ํ๋ต๋๋ค. ์ ๋๋ ๋ซ์ง ๋ชปํ๋๊ฑธ๊น, ์ธ์ ์ฏค ์น๋ฃํ ์ ์์๊น, ์ถ์ ์๋ฏธ๋ ๋ญ์ง, ๋ชจ๋ ๊ฒ์ ํฌ๊ธฐํ๊ณ ์ถ๋ค, ์ด๋ฐ ๋ฐ๋ ๋๋ ์์ด ์ฐ์ธํ ์๊ฐ๋ค์ด ์ ๊ดด๋กญํ์ง๋ง ์ ๋ ๋๋์ด ๊นจ๋ฌ์๋ต๋๋ค. ์ด๊ฑด ์น๋ฃํ๋ ค๊ณ ํ๊ธฐ๋ณด๋ค ๋ฐ์๋ค์ด๊ณ ๋ ๊ทธ์ ํจ๊ป ๋๋ฐ์์ฒ๋ผ ์ ์์ ํ๊ณ ๋ค์ค๋ฆฌ๊ณ ๊ด๋ฆฌํด์ผ ํ๋ค๋ ๊ฒ์์. ๐ ๊ทธ๋ฆฌ๊ณ ์ฝํ๊ณ ๋๋ฆฌ๊ณ ๋๋ง์น๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์ข์ํ๋ ์ ๋ ์์ผ๋ก๋ ์ข ์ข ๋ฌด๋์ง์ง๋ ๋ชจ๋ฅด๊ฒ ์ง๋ง ๊ณ์ ๋ฌด๋์ง๊ณ ์ผ์ด๋๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ๋ฐ๋ณตํ๋ฉฐ '๋ฌด๋์ง์ ๋ฉด์ญ๋ ฅ' ์ ๊ธฐ๋ฅผ ์๊ฐ์ด์์. ์ด๋ฐ ๋ถ์กฑํ ์ ๋ผ๋.. ๋ชจ์ชผ๋ก ํจ๊ปํด์ฃผ์๊ฒ ์ด์?
์ด๋ฒ ํน๋ณ์์์ ๊ท๋ฉธ์ ์นผ๋ ์ ์นธ๋ก์ง ๋ฏธ์ธ ๋ฆฌ์ ์ฝ์คํ๋ ์ ํจ๊ป ์ฌ์ธํ ์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ์ด ํธํ ์ ๋ค๊ณ ์์ ์ ์๋ ๊ทธ๋๋ก ์ฌ๋ํ ์ ์๋๋ก ๋์๋๋ฆฌ๋ ์ํฉ๊ทน์ ์ค๋นํด๋ดค์ด์. ์ฌ๋ฌ๋ถ๋ค๊ป ๋๋ฆฌ๋ ๋ง์์ด๊ธฐ๋ ํ๋ฉด์ ์ ์๊ฒ ํ๊ณ ์ถ์ ๋ง์ด๊ธฐ๋ ํ๋ต๋๋ค. :) ํญ๋ง๋ ฅ์ด ์ข ๋ถ์กฑํ์ค ์๋ใ ใ XD ์ท์ฐจ๋ฆผ๋ ๋ง์ด ๋ฏผ๋งํ์ง๋ง ์บ๋ฆญํฐ๋ฅผ ์๋ ๊ทธ๋๋ก ํํํด๋ณด๊ณ ์ถ์์ด์. ์ ๋ถํ ๋๋ ค์. ๊ณ ๋ง์์
ใใฎใฉใใใใใถใใซๅทฎใไธใใ ็นๅฅๆ ๅใชใฎใโฆ ็ใใใๆฌๅฝใซๅพ ใฃใฆใพใใใใญ๏ผ ใใคใ็ณใไธใใ่จ่ใงใใใๆฌๅฝใซๆฌๅฝใซใๅพ ใกใใใ ใใใใใจใใใใใพใใ ใใใฆใไผๅกใ็ถญๆใใฆใใใๆ่ฌใใๆนใ ใฎๆฐๆใกใซใใคใๆๅใใพใใ ใใใใจใใใใใพใใ ใฟใชใใพ!๐
๐ฅบๆ้ฌฑใช่ฉฑใใใใใชใใๅฎใฏๆฌๅฝใซ.. ใใใชใซไฝใถๆ็ตใฃใใฎใใ ใใๅใใใชใใฃใใงใใญใ ็ใใใฎใใจใใ ไธๆใๅฟใใฆใใชใใใฉยทยทยทใ ๆฌๅฝใซไฝใใงใใชใ็ถๆ ใงๅฟ่ใ็ใใฆใๆฐใถๆใฏๆฒผใซใฏใพใฃใฆใใใใงใใใ ใณใกใณใใซใใผใใๆผใๅใใใชใ็พๅฎใใ้้ฟใใฆใใใใงไธๆฅไธๆฅใ้ใใใฆๅบงใฃใฆใใใฎใๅคงๅคใง็ฎใ่ฆใใใฎใๅคงๅคใง็ตๅฑๆจชใซใชใฃใฆใใใ ็ ใใ็นฐใ่ฟใใใใๆฐใฎใชใๆฏๆฅใงใใใ ้ ใๆฅใใฎใ็ณใ่จณใชใใฆใ่ปฝใ็งใฎใใใใใใใ่ใใใใใฎใ็ณใ่จณใชใใฃใใงใใ
ใใ็ฌ้ใใใใใชใฃใฆใใใจๆใฃใฆใใพใใใใ็ก็ใใๅใๅบใใใฎใๅบงใ่พผใใงใใพใใพใใใ ใชใ็งใฏๆฒปใใชใใฎใใใใค้ ๆฒป็ใงใใใฎใใไบบ็ใฎๆๅณใฏไฝใใใในใฆใ่ซฆใใใใใใใชๆ นใ่ใใชใๆ้ฌฑใชๆใใ็งใ่ฆใใใพใใใใ็งใฏใคใใซๆใใพใใใใใใฏๆฒป็ใใใใจใใใใๅใๅ ฅใใฆใใใคใไธ็ทใซๅไผด่ ใฎใใใซ็งใฎไธญใซๆฑใใฆๆฒปใใฆ็ฎก็ใใชใใใฐใชใใชใใจใใใใจใใ๐ ใใใฆใๅผฑใใ้ ใใ้ใใใฎใๅฅฝใใช็งใฏใใใใใใใใฐใใฐๅดฉใใใใ็ฅใใพใใใใๅดฉๅฃใจ็ซใกไธใใใ็นฐใ่ฟใใชใใใใๅดฉๅฃใฎๅ ็ซๅใใ้คใใคใใใงใใ ใใใช่ถณใใชใๅใงใใไธ็ทใใฆใใใ ใใพใใใ๐
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PPOMO! I understand how you felt. I've been struggling with terrible depression and anxiety disorder since I was 14. I'm 24 now :s I find myself bed ridden. I've stopped art, music making and my gaming YouTube channel for a while now. Cannot find the will to continue life. Just too heartbroken. But I've been more faithful lately and within that found reason to fight! I'm so happy you're better! You deserve it <3 You're depression ASMR use to help me sleep when I couldn't due to anxiety disorder.
๋ณด๋ผ๋๋ฆฌ ์ค๋๋ง์ด์์! ใ ใ ๊ทธ๋์ ์ ๋ฒํ จ์ฃผ์ ์ ์ ๋ ๊ฐ์ฌํด์ ใ ใ !
ํ๋ด์ ๋๋ ๋ณด๊ณ ์ถ์ด์
๊ทธ๋์ ์ ๋ฒํ จ์ค์ ๋๋ฌด ๊ณ ๋ง์์... ๋ฝ๋ชจ๋์ ๊ฐํ์ธ์. ์ ๋ณด๋ค ํจ์ฌ ๋. ๊ทธ๋ฌ๋ ๋ถ๋... ์๋ฌด๊ฒ๋ ๋๋ ค์ ๋ง์ธ์. ์์ผ๋ก ์ ๊ฐ ๊ฐ ์ด๋์์๋ , ๊ทธ๊ณณ์ด ํ๋ ์๋ , ๋ ์๋๋ , ์ด๋์์๋ ๊ฐ์ธ์ค๊ฒ์. ์จ ํ์ ๋คํด์...
Been a supporter of you since 2017, and I have no plans of stopping my pledge any time soon! Take your time and don't feel pressured in any way. Your community isn't going anywhere. If there's anything we can help with, please don't hesitate to reach out to us!
While I've never had to deal with depression I can understand what it's like to really struggle to get motivated to do anything sometimes, even when there's so many things that I want to be doing. I'm glad you seem to have learnt to handle these gloomy thoughts - even if it might not seem like it I think just being able to talk about it openly and not like it's something to be ashamed of is a huge achievement in itself - I still have to remind myself sometimes its okay to just have days where I do nothing and that I don't have to be 100% all the time. :)
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Take your time Ppomo๐ฅบ you're really special and unique I want to continue to support your dream it's my 2 month supporting you now, when I was going through a hard time I played a video (curing depression and insomnia) from you an it was something I desperately needed in my life you healed me and my mind. โบ๏ธ๐ซ
I'm also experiencing depression. I live in a daze every day, living like a year, crying countless times. I don't know the meaning of life, life has no purpose, no motivation, I want to die, but my instinct drives me to live. After several months of treatment, although there has been improvement, it seems that this is the limit of improvement. I don't know what to do next...Anyway, hope you have a happy life.
PPOMO! *tight hugs* Please never be ashamed of expressing your thoughts and feelings with people whom you trust and love you back. It is always healthier to voice them out instead of keeping them to yourself. It is okay. I have nothing but pure love, respect, appreciation, and admiration for you. I can understand and empathize with your struggles. You always are able to cheer me up and give me strength. I do wish I could help you more and more to relieve you of any pressure, worry, and sorrow; and give you more strength and happiness instead. I really want to emphasize that I do love and enjoy your content, but I love the actual person making them so much more: You! I still want to say and encourage you to take your time, work and live at the pace that you feel most comfortable. No need to rush or pressure yourself. I and many, many others still absolutely love you for you. I will also keep reminding you everyday how precious, wonderful, strong, and amazing you really are. No matter what may come, you will always be the only one whom I love deep in my heart. Thank you always for working your hardest and doing your best. I will be walking by your side and holding your hand all throughout our lives together. Loving you always, My Darling Dearest! ๐ฅฐ๐
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Philip Geiblinger
Always remember that you ARE good enough, PPOMO! And not only are you good enough, but you are also SPECIAL to a lot of people. I stay a patron for some of the other patreons I support mainly for the content you get for it, but in your case I stay a patron because I think you deserve every bit of support for who you are. You are making the world a better place and I hope that you'll manage to make it better for yourself as well! In the meantime, allow us to give back to you with our comments and support and fight your inner demons together :3 also as always - beautiful cosplay. Thanks for the hard work you are putting into all of these! <3
Depression is very hard. I struggle with it some myself. But doing exactly what your saying is sometimes the only thing you can do that will work to get you through the harder moments. Getting back up after collapsing, as you said. ๐ Love you, PPOMO. Stay strong and take care. You're doing wonderfully.