merengue_Z
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🕑 Added 2022-04-23 04:34:12 +0000 UTCI've been unable to work for about 2 weeks or so because I got into a depression. (It is difficult to move forward when you have no one in your life, no friends, no family, no partner. You feel that there is no point in doing things because.... Who are you going to show them to?).
So! I dedicated these 2 weeks to study animation more seriously.
The first commission was asked by a guy who wants me to make a small part of the Lopunny Spy's lore!
So I started to work on it. It's my first animation doing something "frenetic" and I see that it's turning out well! Thanks to having studied a little bit animation. (A little bit but super intense LoL)
I'm really sorry for not being more active. But when I get depressed I work very badly. And I don't like to give you bad quality content (Here's an animation of a "chest work" of Lopunny that I did when I was a bit sad and you can see it).
When this commission is over, I'll be able to go back to doing the usual NSFW and get back to my normal activity! Just... I'm trying to get out of this pit.
Thank you truly for continuing to support me, thanks to you I can still be here and I can continue to improve! I would like now in the near future, to do the animations with intro or with more variety!!!!! ÒwÓ!!!
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MerengueZ
Currently thanks to Patreon I can live just enough. Maybe if it continues to grow, I can start doing things like saving money to improve my equipment and provide better content. I'm not legal for the moment, I sended a petition for a "temporaly-visa" (they are documents that let me live here legally 1/2 years and I can renove that) Before the 18 of this month I payed a "Turism extension" to stay here "legal" The visa that I need is called "visa mercosur" and that visa needs me being "tourist." The only thing that I need, is get that visa. And I must wait for that. But that is making me... Feel little bad. And I live in the cube that I posted here, every days, every time. Just in this box. Is hard, yes. But I will feel better If I start to meet new people in real life. The problem is: I don't want to meet people and not be able to dedicate myself 100% to animation. Because if I lose my patreon, I won't have anything to eat. And also. I would like to be able to make even 600USD on Patreon, and after that, do things more calmly. It's hard to explain everything, and I'm afraid of victimizing myself or something like that. I don't want to sound victimizing and sorry for my english ;-;
SuperBro.BrawlerKart
I'll stand with you, Mer. I'll keep supporting you and I hope you recover from your depression. Did you ever find out about your residential situation? Are you legal now? I'll be praying for you.
