Ultrababo
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I'm horrendously incompetent and I hate myself for it
🕑 Added 2023-09-25 20:42:13 +0000 UTCJust can't draw shit right now. I lost direction in general, it's just not working right now. Was trying to work on color in the prev work but I absolutely hate it so I dunno I'm going to finish it.
I'll keep trying to make some stuff but this month isn't working for me right now. Seems like I can't even practice correctly lul. Maybe I need to set more specific goals first to get my ADHD brain to focus more easily or something.
I losing a lot of motivation and just enthusiasm right now and it's sucks. And it's sucks that I can't upload any drawings right now to you guys. I said I'll try to do better but it seems like I keep failing to deliver that promise, I'm sorry.
My brain is quite possibly my biggest personal deepest hater and it's pretty hard to manage this fucker since I can't get rid of it. I can't promise right now that I'll come back with something soon, but I'll keep trying to get back to drawing, making something without me breaking down constantly.
Comments
Chacc
Hey，we are here just to support you, no one is gonna say anything bad about a hard time. Just take it slow, you will get over it.
The more you push yourself to crank out art when your brain is fighting against you, the more disappointed you’ll be with the product; we’ll still be here to support you just make sure you go at your own pace and focus on your mental health above all!
Dasutinesu
Whatever happens, I will be around to support! Take things at your own pace, maybe a breather from drawing might help too! I know way too little about ADHD to give a proper piece of mind, just know that there are always people who support and that appreciate these updates, with great hopes that things get better eventually! Stay strong and don‘t let this grind down on you.
IVdaLikes
Don’t let the darkness tempt you - keep going forward. I pray for you to find peace.
