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Just a Little Announcement
🕑 Added 2025-05-13 02:40:45 +0000 UTCDisclaimer a bit of me getting things off my chest so nothing required to read
Hey everyone hope you've all been well! Just wanted to clarify something as to explain why things have been kinda slow in releasing art stuff and production on somethings. Or at least it's felt like I've been too slow (slower than usual at least haha ^^;)
Been kind of having some episodes of depression and existential stuff for the past couple of months. Life throwing things at me and then me not being able to handle it all that well (mentally at least). Been worried about financial stuff per usual but the main thing has been about my drawings. Mainly how things have been going for me art wise.
I don't know why but I've had struggle in enjoying my drawings. Creating stuff for others and for myself and have been having a lot of pressure on me. Mainly pressure I think I might've been putting on myself to get things done but in the end ended up overwhelming myself to the point where I couldn't really bring myself to do anything which lead to me just needing to put down the pen and lay down for a while even though I'd be in the middle of working on commissions or the VN. ^^; At one point I even kind of considered stopping drawing and just work somewhere else as soon as I finished this current commission batch since I kinda felt like I wasn't progressing as much as I wanted to with getting my works noticed and all especially when me needing to feel financially stable is kind of a constant for me. But no worries there, I think I'm definitely still going to continue and strive forward with the works I love.
I've been kinda struggling with keeping up with drawing and putting lots of pressure on myself mentally where I was constantly overwhelmed with myself, but I think I've gone through most of it for the time being and definitely want to keep on drawing and all. Doubts and worries just be a killer sometimes that even the medication doesn't help @-@. But if you've noticed I've been slower than usual that's the main reason why ^^; I'm sorry for taking too long with putting works out there if you've noticed it and all but I'll get back up to speed best I can. Working on trying to enjoy drawing and make more time for my personal works for Patreon and the VN so that I can love drawing and the process like how I used to~
Working through it so I won't be going anywhere anytime soon and definitely still want to get the VN out there and share Faust and Amon's story. And thanks to all of ya for having hella patience to put up with a slow artist like me. Don't know how ya'll do it haha. I seriously appreciate it. I'll try my best per usual. And thank you so much for liking my works enough to support me. I say it a lot but I genuinely do mean it when I say that it makes me happy when people talk about my works and enjoy them. I've been slow lately like I said, but I'll try to be better about it. ^^
