BanalRas
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Update
🕑 Added 2023-10-25 00:28:28 +0000 UTCI am absolutely overwhelmed with things I need to do. My brain insists on going to its "I can't decide the priority so we won't do anything" mod, but I'm doing my best to fight it.
I lately just sit and cry in front of my tablet, struggling to make my art arting. Everything seems to fall apart, nothing seems to be worthy enough to be done. I want to do a lot of things, but I know that no one is interested in that and it will feel like a waste of time in the end.
I just want things to work. I'm sorry for being so worthless atm.
That's the end of the update about why I draw so little lately. Thank you for staying here.
I'm doing my best even if it's not enough
Comments
thatdrawdavid
I totally get that. This is your lively hood. If Genshin doesn't make you happy anymore then don't draw it. I promise there will always be people who support you no matter what. And your mental health and well being is just as important as your physical well being. You need to take care of you and do something for yourself every now and again. I'm here if you ever need help or just an ear!
BanalRas
That's why y'all are a bunch of cats, cute and comforting xD Thank you, I'm trying, I promise.
Blxrry_
Of course! And I totally understand feeling this way, just remember to take a step back and breathe from time to time. Go make a cup of tea/hot coco and breathe, remind yourself it’s going to be okay. Right now it’s hard, but it’ll come back up again. Just give it time <3
BanalRas
It's cute because it's all of you. And y'all are cuties. And thank you
BanalRas
Thank you, I'm happy that at least someone is proud of me. And I wish I could take all the time I need, but life doesn't work this way. Thank you, dear.
BanalRas
Thank you, you're kind lumi. I just see me doing my best isn't enough.
BanalRas
I wish it was possible. It may honestly be. But doesn't feel like it. I feel... trapped.
BanalRas
I have a bad experience of losing people because of that which means losing income. The time when I changed fandom... those were some difficult months... but thank you. I really wish it was easier to convince my mind it's alright to draw what I want.
thatdrawdavid
You never know what people will be interested in! Draw for you! Your art is yours to express yourself with. It's not for us. The people who like it will flock to it no matter what you do!
lumiere angel
maybe trie to make stuff that you want draw only. or little stuff like chibis. more easy stuff. until you feel to want draw detailed stuff. or take long pause of no draw time.
lumiere angel
drawing can be tiring. It's normal that you're going through a period where you have less desire to draw. and forcing yourself to draw can block you from wanting to draw. This is understandable. I think I already felt that way when I was doing small commissions. its not easy to hold a patreon. not everyone cant hold that ! you make alot long and cool drawings detailed. that take time and you did it alone .o. !👏👏
Blxrry_
You’re doing an amazing job, so very proud of you. Take all the time you need and please feel no pressure. We are here for you!! <333
Jen
you do an amazing job 💕 also the kitty is soo cute
