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Boundary Games
🕑 Added 2019-10-02 16:06:04 +0000 UTCHey guys, it's the new month! I see more patrons than ever, and I'd like to celebrate that with more growth ideas or themes you'd like to see! However, I want to just quickly bring up things I'm comfortable drawing / thinking about / sharing about.
I feel like for you guys to personally know me and my bias, personal opinions on things, that helps us all get a better gist of what my goals are together. :)
Boundaries + Ideas:
- No direct R34.
Mashups, costume ideas, derived characters can be made however! Suggest characters here.
(Also you must leave a comment describing why you like them, for me to better get your -themes- if I'm to consider it)
- No phimosis foreskin.
A little is fine, usually when erect I want the tip showing. I don't like excessive foreskin, and prefer seeing the glans, even when soft. (However, if you have pumped up hyper thicc looking foreskin with tons of veins [and a pumped cock tip peaking out], that's usually better for me.)
- No permanent piercings / tats:
I can see the appeal of wanting to showcase art and jewelry on yourself. However most times I see people immediately associate nose rings and males with tough bulls. But to me that sort of thing feel extremely over done / used. I personally just don't like how it looks, and extremely sensitive about skin and permanent marks / holes. I do offer variants where you can use magnets or clamps to move it around or leave no visible damage. It's the same with tats.
If your artist borks a good concept, it's still goofy looking to me. I have a very sensitive eye. The symbolism of flowers, skulls, names of loved ones or mantras, trees, space and math, it's all been done before of varying kinds. Only few impress me! Many leave me paranoid. I know people value what they get. At any level it's sentimental to them. For me it's not. I don't like the idea too that once it's there it's who you are. I know I change and my interests change. I want to reflect that on myself too. Some people like the dedication to piercings and tats. I dunno I'd say over 50% of people in America have tats and many have sleeves or more. It's a trend that to me makes me feel personally disengaged from the simple classical Roman sculpture look. If you ask me about your tat or kinda smear it on my face I will say honestly how I feel. If you had to ask me my favorite kinds are simple graphics with good shape control. Usually faces and bodies get so messed up on skin and tat artists are weird when it comes to their anatomy.
I really hope it's nothing personal! If you have one you deserve to be proud of it. It's a part of you and that's something to celebrate! I just don't find it... Personally arousing? I get in my head a lot.
- No bdsm getups.
Black leathers, classic black x-harnesses, traditional pup / bull masks, black boots / gloves, leather bands, black sunglasses.
I will draw leathers of varying stains, dark greys, blues, greens, reds, browns, you name it. I want more variation and personal customization with any sexual gear. I want to know why you wear it, and what it signifies for you other than the blank slate "Oh I'm such a powerful daddy" type.
Functional gear that you'd actually use turns me on more! Why? Because it's a seamless transition from every day work, to play, flexing out, teasing the body, etc. Give me a rock climber's harness! Or suspenders of different shapes. How about sunglasses with blue and orange sheens, Ray Bands that look really stylish? Caps with pins or engravings that are personal and gorgeous looking. Boots that look / function like actual gear, and that feel stylish. Okay how about being tied up? I'd prefer cable machines or rubber bands where you strap yourself on and use it to work out. Make it empowering! Spikes? Make varying stud shapes, show the quality of metal / shine.
- No vore / destruction / violent behavior / gore
For me teasing someone and doing some fucking here and there or insertions is fine. I don't feel personally engaged becoming a cum puddle in an RP or any scenario. I don't like becoming prey. That actually engages my fight or flight system even when I imagine it. That shit is whack for me hahaha. I do martial arts, I've been targeted for bullying since I was a kid. A lot of the vibes of being taken control over or being used as a subject without consent personally doesn't turn me on. Being all powerful doesn't turn me on. Being the biggest in the universe, multiverse, cosmos, it doesn't impress me. Macro sizes, Gods, it all falls shy of the fact we all live in the same universe provided by the same energy. Many of us want the same. It's isolating to think we're the only ones to grow. I've also received forms of sexual abuse / pressure from different dating instances. Lots of grey areas. Any form of non consent or pressure like that to me insta shuts me down from being turned on.
However, I like badass violent games, comics, and more. I'm down to do it without sex in mind. Without feeling direct pleasure in that way. Sometimes you get pissed and it's okay to express it! With vore I mainly like the bulges and shapes the cock / balls, other parts make to grow. I'd rather find ways to make like.. Growth balls or other inanimate objects that move inside. I think there's ways to express similar needs without being violent, or needing to be the utmost dominant figure ever.
- No Multi / Tentacles / Goo
I don't like making multiples of things on one body, because I dunno. I feel we were made to function the way we are. It's an anomaly for multi to happen. Like yeah there's IRL instances of double dicks, siamese twins, et cetera! they have their place. Thoughts and evolutions, anatomies are interesting. I'm up to design creatures and bosses for games, but not in a sexual context, which I know most like to do.
However what I do absolutely like doing is growing limbs like biceps, fingers, even hair, noses, eyes, whatever part, really long. You can do a lot with those shapes and use it for about anything you want? You can grow it in different directions, widths, even twist or striate the muscles for new shapes. I was thinking that could be a fun substitution for that.
Tentacles / Goo just innately scare me because I have an unconditional fear of snails. My mom said it's because I saw my brother eat a live snail at a young age and I flipped out. Yeah dunno why haha, sorry afficianados of the stuff. What I will do is liquid manipulation, so cum, pre, water, magma, other ideas like that can work. You can grow really long hairs / pubes if you want something kinda tentacle-like, tee hee.
- No Fat / Guts
This is a tough one because I know there's a ton of beautiful people I personally meet / know that have tummies! Basically everyone I've dated has one. Guys and girls. It's hard to keep expectations like that. But to me the goal is to have a healthy core / spine. That to me is an indication of well being physically. Muscles are a primal indication of that too. A solid muscle gut that can breathe and expand fully is what turns me on most. Full diaphragm control where you can fill your belly up with air, show the flexing and solid core underneath, then breathe out and be able to suck in your abs too (It's called a vaccuum, many bodybuilders and martial artists would use these muscles). If you're on the thicker side and you own it, do flips, move, run, all without wheezing, and you can be physically active, I'm freaking impressed.
For me I'm not into the sedentary lifestyle. I mean sure I love days where I spend the whole day asleep or zoning out to videos / games, don't get me wrong. But moving is so important. Walks, swimming, breathing outside, being in the sun, talking, sharing thoughts. I do pilates, gymnastics, tricking, parkour, swimming, hiking, rock climbing, grip training, weight lifting, ballet, tutting, break dance, tennis, soccer, basketball, I juggle, do rubik's cubes even. I love to travel (within reason).
I love the dialogue of movement. It's what makes me do art. It'd be a shame to live life through a screen. I don't want that life for me, personally. Being fat usually entails that. It means eating more than what you burn. It means something is going on biologically with an imbalance. Some people want it and gain and gain! There's a place for that, especially in bulking up for weight lifting, but done right. Diet is so important too. People addicted to all sorts of crap. Coffee, soda, sugar, chips, junk food, fast food. I am too. I do all of that and spend days eating nothing but candy and it bothers me I don't do better for myself. It makes my teeth feel weird. I don't feel good / clean with all of that in me. Water. Mixes of veggies, meats / carbs, with little / no processing.
I know so many friends too that hurt themselves, like me with diet. Dunno, it's not a fantasy I desire living in, even if growth is involved. I'd rather envision my strongest version of me and others within reason.
- What I do want
I want muscle growth to the extremes. I want to discover all sorts of weird shapes and sizes for myself, then also understand smaller more personal giant sizes that show case emotion, like what I do with Armagedon2dm! I honestly think a blend of the two will make me happiest. I don't need to grow everything all at once either. If you guys like extreme ideas of your own, just tell me! I'm open to it. I'm very vanilla, shy, and value being humble, kind, gentle, disciplined, strong, vulnerable, honest. I hope these themes make sense!
Thanks for reading so far. I plan to do more short stories and write ups here for you all to read soon at my $2 tier.
Comment below what you think scares you kink wise? Ever had any funny stories? Do tell!!
