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🕑 Added 2019-06-21 16:36:03 +0000 UTCI wanted to turn this into a sticker for personal reasons. It feels cathartic to express myself above words alone. I know I"m not a total failure, but right now my personal growth is not at the level where I want it to be.
I'm not satisfied with my current life or state of being, or sometimes with the people I'm surrounded with feels isolating instead of inviting for petty thoughts. My physical self could be stronger, my confidence could be better, I could be making more money, more art, do more for friends, be more committed to my word.
I feel like I fall short of that, and it's hard for me to share all those feelings out there without overwhelming the vast majority of followers or friends. It feels isolating, and while therapy is recommended, it's not a band-aide for the relationship I want to have with my audience, which starts with my own personal engagements.
I think in many ways I'm not afraid to express when I have bad days. In some stupid way I'd think that makes me brave.
