AnimasAnimus
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Status, Confessions and Resolution
🕑 Added 2019-01-17 15:45:17 +0000 UTCHey folks, this will be a wall of txt but I try to make it short!
Sorry for being all silent due to my health issue, but I am geting better.
The cold is almost gone and the other thing is better too. My apointment with the doc went well... nothing to be worried about he said... a normal thing that happens regulary if you don't pay attention to your diet... So I need to take better care of myself or better my body...
I have to eat more healthy things and need to relax more often since my issue is caused by stress as well as bad food... So I have to change the way I life... It probably will effect the way I work, since I tend to overwork myself on a regulary basis... and... I think it is in my AND your favour that I stay healthy in order to deliver more kinky art for ya in the future as long as possible. I dedicate my life to porn but that bear risks... like working with an erection all day long, 7 days a week isn't healthy as well hahahahha XD
Serious...one factor that causes my stress is me working on several things at a time... You already know I tryed to change that but I couldn't ... it's a bad habit that I probably won't be able to change in the future but I try to organize me better...which I totaly suck in... Idk why I sabotage myself like this... I think it's my urge to experiment and get better all the time...
Another thing is my Commission queue... the last client I messaged and asked how long he waited for me to come back to him gave me a shocking answer... He waited for over a year...
I can't live with such a burden... but this actualy is something I CAN tackel. It also is for a good cause. I was saving up for a new graphic tablet for around one year now, but the taxes of 2018 and 19 (yeah I had to pay upfront) devoured my savings completely... So it might help me to reach my goal before the Eurofurence starts which would be awesome, so I can chill at a con and being able to work for you guys at the same time. A dream come true...
Another bad habit, giving promises and being not able to fulfil them... You know it to well. I wanna make people happy thats why I have a problem with saying no or being more "selfish" ... I simply can't take it when people are upsad because of me... Guess thats the worst part of me...promising things to people and in the end I don't have the strength and time to fulfil all of em.
So I wanna adress some of those issues and I tryed to come up with a new year resolution:
- eating more healthy and diverse
- working less to keep me healthy (don't worry I won't quit my job hahahah)
- won't accept new commissions and will power through them starting in February.
- try to organize my projects:
the rest of January will be dedicated to the projects I still have open and try to get them in a state where I can let them rest for a bit and coming back to them after the commission crisis I will go through in February... I hope this is understandable and relatable.
I wanna thank you for reading all of this and for understanding my position. As you know I love my job, I love you guys n girls and I will keep on working for my and your dreams and goals until I die...or less tragic until you are supersaturaded of my work. ^^
Additionaly and more important THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN BAD TIMES LIKE THIS...when I am sick and not capable of working for example.
I owe you a lot and I love you for your loyalty, generousity and love!
My eternal love and gratitude.
Matthias aka Animas Animus
Comments
Alexander
Of course we understand! I highly encourage you to make a schedule, even if it may seem difficult at first. It doesn't have to be an hour by hour thing, it can be a daily goal instead. It'll keep your stress levels low, your work more organized and everyone will be happier. Whatever you do, regardless, you should take it easy. Stay healthy.
1Pao
Take care of yourself AA !
Pal
Whatever you do you'll have our continued support, do whatever you need to get your life back in order hun. We're cheering for you!
ZekeSilverwind
Sorry you've been stressed out n not feeling well, get better soon n take care of yourself <3 love ya n dont push yourself so hard~
Doing great bro, best luck to you, I know you can make it
travis touchdown
Gute Besserung. Bitte legen Sie nicht Ihre Gesundheit und Ihr Glück beiseite, um uns zu besänftigen ... Wir können auf Sie warten, bevor Sie besser werden. :) XOXO
Meaninglez
Absolutely man. Focus on your health first
Anthony
Get better
Frostrai
Of course, Ani. Your health comes first. Take care of yourself otherwise we can't see more of you or your amazing artwork.
Mattarot
Ani - you are my favourite artist on the internet. Your art is so amazing and original. Please, do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself. Your fans who love you will understand. May 2019 be a new year of success and health for you. 💙
Ben Gazing
I recommend lots of emergen-C packets and chicken soup. Get well. ❤️
