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Professor Potter: Chapter 47
🕑 Added 2025-10-21 08:56:02 +0000 UTCA/N: We're a few chapters away from the halfway point of this story. I don't know if the second part will be exactly the same length, it could honestly be shorter or longer, but it will represent a shift that I've had in mind since the start. As for this chapter, a lot of it is summary for things that happened in canon and setup for events that are imminent in this story. I thought that the climax of the original series were important enough memories that you should see James and Dumbledore watching them, even if it's a lot of rehashing information you already know.
Chapter 47
Days Fly By
The first snow of the year was falling. The flakes whipped past Harry’s office window. If you listened, you could hear the wind howling, scraping over the stone of Hogwarts. Only if you strained your ears, though. Otherwise, the sound was drowned out by music.
Harry’s magic-proofed projector hummed, spitting Disney’s Beauty and the Beast onto a canvas screen. Harry tuned out the movie’s belting songs as his quill scratched across homework assignments. In a plush wingback chair procured for her benefit, Daphne was curled up with her sketchbook open on the armrest. She watched the movie with the eyes of a critic but bobbed her head, ever so slightly, in time with the songs.
Daphne had been watching for over two hours— impressive, in a way, since that was longer than the movie’s runtime. Every few minutes she would pause the scene and study that frame. She’d hunch over her book and practice something she saw until she was satisfied. Only then would she press play.
Eventually, as sleet pinged against the window, the credits finally rolled. Daphne watched the names for a moment.
Harry lifted his eyes from his work. “Was it good?”
“I’m still learning,” Daphne said. High praise, since she'd confessed to him that slow improvements were the only kind she believed in. “It is impressive how many Muggles work on a single piece of art.”
Harry checked the credits, seeing that they were still rolling.
“Teamwork is an area where Muggles excel,” Harry said. “Wizards and witches aren’t so different. There’s a reason the Unspeakables have an entire department.”
Daphne allowed the point without objecting. She flipped through the pages she had been drawing on, inspecting her most recent work. Once or twice, she stopped on a page and started scribbling, correcting details that caught her ire.
“How is Defense Against the Dark Arts going?” Harry asked.
He generally kept his nose out of his students' business. But having been present when Neville extended a Dumbledore’s Army invitation to two Slytherins, Harry would be lying if he pretended he wasn’t curious about what had happened since.
“Positively,” Daphne said. She set her pen down and studied the underside of her hand, noting that it had become smudged with ink. As she took a handkerchief from her robes to clean up, she elaborated. “I believe my O.W.L. marks will be better than they would have been, without certain extracurricular involvements.”
“A study group?” Harry said, his voice hinting that it wasn’t much of a question.
“You know of it?” Daphne asked.
“Of course I don’t. Groups like that are in direct violation of an educational decree. It’s too bad, but I’d have to report any students filling in the gaps in their knowledge on their own.” Harry waited exactly five seconds before he added, “If such a group existed, though, do you think you’d find it fun?”
“It’s possible I would appreciate it more than I expected to,” Daphne said. “Someone hotheaded with a passion for dueling, such as Blaise, might exhibit a stronger reaction.”
“Good to know,” Harry said.
Daphne nodded. With the movie finished and the hour getting late, she gathered her things to leave. When she walked toward the door, a book floated into her path.
Daphne wrapped her fingers around the cover and read the title. An Introduction to Animation.
“It’s not exactly the same as your dream, but I’m sure it can explain the Muggle approach better than I did.”
Daphne tucked the book under her arm. “Appreciated. Good night, Professor.”
“Night, Daphne.”
Harry graded three more papers before giving in and standing up. He stretched, approaching the window, and laid his fingers on the cold glass. His reflection looked back at him, juxtaposed over a view of the Hogwarts grounds. Harry’s fingers slid down the glass. He turned away, heading to bed.
O-O-O
Despite its backwards slip-up to which Harry was both victim and beneficiary, time moved forward as quick as ever. Weeks ticked by. Harry was no longer nervous about his lessons. He was getting used to this teaching thing, a fact he was increasingly proud of. The Grimmauld Place trap still weighed on his mind… But there was little he could do about it. There had been no signature left on the ambush. Harry’s best theorizing had gotten him nowhere. Meanwhile, Voldemort’s forces were slowing down. The two Order meetings since Tonks’s first had been uneventful. Amelia Bones was whipping her Aurors into shape and exerting harsher pressure on the rabble-rousers Voldemort had been indirectly using. Instead of escalating, something that would risk discovery, the Death Eaters had chosen to lay low.
Things were even going well inside of Hogwarts. Suspecting the existence of the DA, Dolores Umbridge went to Slytherin to find allies. It hadn’t gone nearly as well for her as it once did in Harry’s time.
The exact details were blurry and reduced to rumor, but gossip had it that Draco Malfoy, the Slytherin spokesman, refused to work for a lowly half-blood. If you believed everything you heard, he’d even told Umbridge that she could work for him, if she wanted anything approaching a partnership. Harry thought there was likely some truth to this, because Umbridge had taken a hundred points off of Slytherin in one morning. It took Snape an entire week to push them back into the race for the House Cup. Since then, Harry had caught him giving Dolores some nasty glares.
Harry ate a delightful breakfast seated between Septima and Filius. It tasted especially heavenly because Umbridge was boycotting most meals, hiding in her room from the rumors about her parentage. These days, she only came out to teach or to roam the school, punishing anyone she could dredge up the smallest infraction against.
Septima shivered as she finished her food. “It’s getting cold.”
“We’re a week into December,” Harry said. “The weather was bound to turn sometime.”
Septima made an unhappy non-verbal noise deep in her throat. Dumbledore turned to Harry (effortlessly looking over the head of the diminutive Filius Flitwick between them) and smiled.
“Don’t forget our meeting tonight,” the headmaster said. “I confess that I’m looking forward to it.”
“I wouldn’t forget this one,” Harry said.
He hadn’t forgotten to show up for any of them yet, but he especially wouldn’t miss the one tonight. He, Dumbledore and James had done enough Pensieve trips to reach the climax of the war. The Horcrux hunt had been covered a few nights prior, meaning that tonight’s meeting would be watching the Battle of Hogwarts.
Dumbledore’s dejection at seeing how low Britain fell had only been matched by his grim, academic curiosity. For a man who had spent years imagining what a war would look like and how it could be fought, watching Harry’s past was as good as a prophecy. Already, Dumbledore was altering plans and drawing up new ones based on the things he’d seen.
Harry was less eager. He lived through it all. The deaths they were seeing were memories to him. They were real, even if he’d been given the chance to keep them from happening again.
If there was a silver lining, it was that the Pensieve wouldn’t really make anything worse. Harry could see that day clearly with or without a magic tool.
O-O-O
“We found him.”
James arrived in Dumbledore’s office less than four minutes after Harry, exactly at seven o’clock, the time they had set. He was very punctual. Harry wondered if that had always been a trait of his father’s, or if it came about with age.
“Pardon? Who was found?” Harry asked.
James hung his long coat over the back of the chair that was waiting for him. He sat down a second later, pivoting to face Harry.
“The last time-traveler,” he said. “We were missing one.”
The first time that James joined in on their memory viewing, he’d noticed that eleven men came back in time with Harry, but only ten were captured. James had been poking into it on the Ministry side of things ever since. Harry honestly thought he might have dropped it by now. But no, it had just been a matter of waiting for a breakthrough.
“He’s at St. Mungos,” James said. “The others were sent to Azkaban swearing that they were twenty years younger than they were and that they had no idea how they got into the Ministry. Your memory charm must have done an extra number on the last one, though. He can’t even answer a simple question. The most he can do is groan and babble like an infant. They put him in the mental ward because throwing him to the Dementors seemed too cruel.”
There was a reason that Obliviating was handled by professionals. Tweak the mind in the wrong way, and it’s liable to break. Considering that Harry had been working under time pressure, it wasn’t shocking to hear that he’d overdone it. A pragmatic portion of his brain whispered that this was better than under doing it.
“At least we know where he is,” Harry said.
After an interval that was slightly longer than natural, James patted Harry on the forearm. Harry hadn’t necessarily been drowning in guilt about infantilizing a criminal, but he smiled at the gesture.
“Well, let’s get into my head!” Harry said.
He extracted the memories for the night with his wand, feeding the silvery substance into the Pensieve in a way that was becoming second nature.
They took the plunge, leaping through time to watch a war reach the gates of Hogwarts.
The three of them didn’t talk much. You could see more in retrospect than Harry noticed at the time. Dozens of duels were going on all over the place. Even though Harry had seen them, he only caught flashes on the day itself. Now, you could watch everything. You could see Lavender Brown fall under Greyback’s lashing claws. You could see Oliver Wood trading fire with a cloaked Death Eater, a spell taking a chunk out of his thigh before he managed to hurl the enemy into a wall, snapping his neck in one swift pop. Students were killing and worse, students were dying. Remus Lupin squared off against Antonin Dolohov. Harry watched James flinch every time a spell came close. When a green light struck Remus, James lost the ability to look at anything else.
“He… Was that…”
“We lost a lot,” Harry said quietly.
Dumbledore was outwardly calm. Too calm. He had taken to turning in circles to see everything. He looked even harder than Harry and James and never turned away, not even once. There were no strangers to him in this battle. He’d known every Death Eater as a student and cherished every resistance fighter— as beloved pupils, coworkers, or even friends.
Harry’s memories diverged from the worst of the fighting. They watched the process of finding the diadem’s location and the confrontation with Malfoy, which ended in Crabbe’s Fiendfyre consuming him along with the Horcrux and the room. Since Ravenclaw’s Diadem was safely disposed of, this mattered less than the rest of the memories. They moved swiftly on.
Next was Snape’s death. It was an odd experience. Harry hated this memory as much as the others because, in the end, Snape made the right choice. That meant Harry had to mourn him. It was a tad bitter.
“Poor Severus,” Dumbledore said.
By now, Nagini’s fangs were deep in the man’s neck. His thrashing against the snake was the futile struggle of a dying man. James made a face like he was smelling mold.
“I never imagined his death would look like this,” James said.
Harry held back from pointing out that, with that wording, it was clear James had imagined his death before. Just not this scenario.
James perked up when a familiar silver substance leaked out of Snape’s dying body once Voldemort left the Shrieking Shack. “Is that…?”
“Pensieve fuel,” Harry said. “Do you remember when I said that I learned what I had to do through memories from the headmaster? Those are them.”
“Quite the delivery method, Albus,” James said.
Dumbledore smiled— not remorsefully, not excusingly, yet abashed.
“Times had grown quite desperate,” he said.
James and Harry didn’t fault him for saying that much. All three of them had watched it, together, as things continued to get worse. It was miraculous these memories got to Harry at all.
The trip back was nearly as painful as watching the battle. The rows of corpses were just beginning to be sorted. So many familiar faces, marred by unseeing eyes. When younger Harry ran to the Headmaster’s office, they couldn’t see what he experienced, only the act of him placing his face in the Pensieve before coming out. There was no way to recreate viewed memories from just a recollection.
“It was a lot of Snape’s past,” Harry explained. “I said the memories were from Dumbledore, but technically, they came from Snape. He shared the explanations that Albus gave him. That I was a Horcrux, and in order for Voldemort to die, I had to do it first. Can you see the realization?”
The seventeen-year-old Harry had dragged his head out of the Pensieve. He was as still as a statue and paler than marble. Watching his past self, Harry mused that when you focused, you could hear his heart beating.
“What did you do?” James asked.
“Well, you’ll see, but I walked,” Harry said. “I went down the stairs, and out the door, and across the grounds over bodies of people trying to kill me and past the bodies of people who died for me— and right in front of the forest, I decided to talk to you.”
It happened exactly as he said. In the shadow of the Forbidden Forest, the young Harry opened the Snitch left to him by Dumbledore with the password. “I am about to die.”
James actually glared at Dumbledore, as if this version was the one who chose it. He might have said something, too if Harry didn’t pluck a familiar dark stone out of the snitch.
They came then, the specters. There was Remus and Sirius, both returned in death to the primes of their lives. Next to them was James, the half-ghost spirit appearing younger than the real one next to Harry.
In the middle of them all, the arm of James over her shoulder, was Lily.
“You’ve become so brave,” Lily said.
The real James almost lost his footing on weak knees.
“L-Lils?” he asked.
It was an echo of an echo of her, separated from him by both death and time, yet it was her, in some form. Harry didn’t begrudge him the tears that formed.
When the young Harry asked in a quavering voice, “Does it hurt?” even Dumbledore averted his eyes.
The ghosts followed Harry to Voldemort and the Pensieve trio followed them. James walked close to the fragment of Lily, staring at the back of her head with enough desire to fuel a miracle. Harry thought James wouldn't look away until the memory ended, but he was wrong.
As soon as Harry’s seventeen-year-old version stepped in front of Voldemort, James didn’t look anywhere but at his son. He was breathing in a measured way. His hands spasmed as he fought the urge to do something, knowing he was only an observer here.
The killing curse hit the way it was destined to.
Curiously, the train station and Harry’s conversation with Dumbledore were missing. It, like Pensieve memories, was beyond recreation. Harry explained it to the best of his ability.
“It all was strange. It looked a lot like King’s Cross, as if I was seeing it in a dream. You were there, Albus. It was you who explained that Voldemort only destroyed the fragment he left in me. I had a choice to leave the world… Or go back.”
James wanted to say something. Harry could tell from how his lips parted long before he forced the words out.
“Were you… tempted?” James asked.
“No,” Harry said. “No, I don’t think I was.”
“Not even with who you’d seen?”
Who was the word James used, not what. He wasn’t referring to himself. He was thinking of Lily— and, more likely than not, what he would do if he were thrust into Harry’s shoes. Just because it was impossible didn’t mean it wasn’t worth thinking about.
“They wouldn’t have wanted me,” Harry said. “They all died too early… But they weren’t the kind to want me to follow them. If they said as much, I’d know the Resurrection Stone isn’t as honest as it claims to be. I have wondered about that, actually. It seemed like the spirits wanted me to die. Good encouragement when I had to die, but long-term… dangerous.”
They were past the worst of it. For the rest of the session, they watched Neville behead Nagini, Flitwick slay Dolohov in retribution for Lupin, and Molly Weasley outduel Bellatrix Lestrange. James laughed incredulously.
“Maybe we have a replacement for Sirius on the dangerous missions,” James said.
Harry smiled. “Molly would never agree. She’d burn dinner if she had to fight Death Eaters while it was in the oven.”
Finally, Voldemort’s spell rebounded following Harry’s grand reveal. The Dark Lord fell to his own killing curse. The war ended in cheers surrounded by rubble and bodies. At the time, Harry recalled only relief. Now, the scene elicited a bittersweet tang.
The Pensieve memories faded. When they returned to the office, the men shared minutes of silence as they grappled with what they’d watched.
James broke the silence by hugging Harry.
It was the most decisive thing the man had done since the reveal that they were almost-family. Surprised as he was, Harry managed to hug him back.
James cleared his throat, right in Harry’s ear. “You’ve… been through a lot.”
“Yeah. Yeah, I guess I have,” Harry said.
They separated. James found words slowly but surely.
“I— Or your dad, if he had been alive… If he’d been able to see what I just saw… I think he would be proud,” James said.
Harry’s eyes pricked slightly. Tears had already been close after the events they’d seen. “You think so?”
“I would’ve been. I… am.”
Harry sniffed, and James nodded at him, running out of steam. He left it at that for now, but he’d said enough. Despite blinking away a couple of tears, Harry was smiling.
“What a lovely place to adjourn for the night,” Dumbledore said. “For what it is worth, Harry, I believe that you navigated my messes as well as anyone possibly could have. It was an admirable example of fortitude, and perhaps the best display of bravery I have ever seen. Before we part, I have just one final suggestion. If you’re willing, I’d like to see what came after the war. How the Ministry changed and the resistance those changes faced could tell me a great deal. I’m certain, given the things I have seen from you, that your adventures did not end with what we just watched.”
Harry didn’t respond, not even offering a twitch for long enough that the second-hand on Dumbledore’s grandfather clock completed a quarter rotation.
“Sure, I’ll show you, if you want to see,” Harry said. He lowered his voice to a whisper as he muttered, “It might be for the best…”
“I didn’t quite catch that,” Dumbledore said.
“It’s nothing. Let’s do it.”
The trio split up. James surprised Harry again by giving him a second hug. Soon, Harry was descending the stairs from Dumbledore’s office. He went straight for his quarters, ready for a deep sleep that he suspected would be marred by bad dreams.
It was minutes to curfew when Harry got to his room. The last thing he expected at such a time was to have students waiting for him— but there were Daphne and Blaise. Auror skills that usually lay dormant came alive, activated by a strange tension in the air.
Harry took in the scene in under three seconds. Blaise’s eyes were cold. Daphne wasn’t meeting Harry’s gaze. Blaise was standing slightly in front of her, his shoulder positioned ahead of hers. For once, Daphne wasn’t carrying any kind of quill or pen. Her notebook was nowhere in sight. Blaise’s wand was in his front pocket at an odd angle, like he’d haphazardly sheathed it in a rush.
Daphne’s left palm was over the back of her right hand, blocking a view of anything from her wrist to the knuckle.
“What can I help you with?” Harry asked deceptively softly.
Comments
Aaron Orr
Professor Potter has a very well informed inference of what has happened. Professor Potter is going to be introducing a toad faced little ministry troll to either the Centaurs or the Acromantula in the forest...
Ares Potter
Can we just get Harry to beat the shit out of Umbitch and then obliviate her? Pleeeeasssee?
