Maxi
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『覚悟です』update 002
🕑 Added 2022-01-22 18:52:41 +0000 UTCI think I need to tell you guys why I have to become Hentai and only Hentai desu.
the true reason why I will never turn into any other than Hentai creator desu.
I can tell a story about this now because I am no longer hurt by the past desu.
I already overcome my past desu.
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my first life,
living inside the safe cage
following what other people do
taking no risk
be a kind and good person to everyone but myself desu.
in short, perfectionists like the way of living desu.
my purpose in life is to be a NORMAL person desu.
Things start to change when I met that girl, the selfish girl desu.
If I have to describe her I have to say that
she is an easy woman desu.
she is what normal people called danger desu.
my father called her [bitch] once right at my face desu.
this is also one of the reasons why I hate my father desu.
and somehow that selfish girl becomes everything to me desu.
the reason that I broke up with her is
because I hurt her desu.
I the one who swears to myself to protect the women at all cost,
now lay a hand on her desu.
from the start, I just do not know how to love desu.
I thought that If I keep proving my worth to her
I will be able to stay with her forever desu.
but I am wrong desu.
that is the first time in my life that I toss away the most precious things desu.
after that, I am able to toss away anything desu.
I have no longer possess the motivation on living desu.
feel like I no longer have a heart desu.
I failed a lot
make a lot of mistakes
and my love for everything becomes toxic desu.
I no longer have the motivation to do anything desu.
should I find other women to love?
should I go after the money for my agenda?
should I go after becoming a famous person for my agenda?
should I try to take over the world for my agenda?
I already taste the forbidden fruit from that women desu.
nothing in this world can replace that fruit desu.
and I am already sick of giving someone to decide my fate desu.
power of love desu.
for that person, I am ready to make a whole world my enemies desu.
that is how much the motivation that I have got from her desu.
Hentai is the only thing that nearly gives me the same excitement desu.
this is not even half of what I used to have desu.
but when I think back, I just realize something that has been bugging me from the start desu.
the hentai quality desu.
I start to think that, everything in my life leads me to this point desu.
the instinct to create chaos on the Hentai world desu.
when I think about what I can do
when I think about what will happen If I do it
I got my heart back desu.
that means I can only live for this desu.
this is only the reason to keep me on living desu.
the stupid wish since I was a child desu.
It's still not enough to make me declare war with other Hentai creators desu.
but when I have your guys as backup,
this is why right now I am ready to start a war with all Hentai creator desu.
my heart is now fulfilled just like I used to be in love desu.
this is the reason why I can only be Hentai desu.
I can not be the normal person or live the normal life desu.
no women
no money
no standrad
or anything that can satisfy me better than the new era of the Hentai world desu.
in short,
Hentai is already the core of my life desu.
do not worry about I am turning into some designer or normal person ne.
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work update desu.
current work about 30% desu.
will keep updated news below ne.
Comments
Maxi
News update desu. current work about 90% now desu. only some background and color balance and the light desu. feel too sleepy desu.
Maxi
hai, all ok desu. Paypal and Credit or Debit card all working desu. right now I can take it easy and back to work normally now desu.
Maxi
payment with Debit or credit card is working desu. now only test the Paypal left desu.
Maxi
today going to test some payments on Ko-fi and invoiced on Paypal desu. I hope this going well desu. need Soma26-san help to test it out desu. because the law already applies to my new Paypal account desu. but still not sure, why they not working yet desu. I will talk with people in the community more desu.
Maxi
good news desu. payment from Paypal just arrived, this means I clear all the problems desu. fuuuu after 2 months of fighting desu. I really stress about this desu. at the end of the year, I going to pay the tax and make it legal as the person who works as the designer desu. all good all ok now desu. at least this will guarantee that I can work on the Hentai desu. only left to wait for is the best possibility from Soma26-san desu.
Maxi
News update desu. current work about 60% now desu. going to rest for today ne. need to complete this as soon as possible and be ready for the next Nemu-san part desu. If there is some time left I will spend it on the Maxi Ver002 desu. the problem that has left now is Paypal confirmation with the Bank account desu.
Maxi
The problems with feminism is not part of the story this time desu. I think I have no need to explain about it now desu.
