Maxi
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『病人』fixed 001
🕑 Added 2021-12-15 10:33:11 +0000 UTCI think I need to confess the move I secretly made
behind you guys from the start desu.
this might be my prejudice of judging someone through their artwork desu.
but to be honest I never get along with people that I do not into their artwork desu.
and sometimes I blocked someone who into the work that I do not into desu.
example desu.
unpleasant follower-san : [wow !!! I really love t＃＃-san work! ]
Maxi-san blocked the unpleasant follower-san right away
after seeing his bookmark desu.
because Maxi-san really hates t＃＃-san for personal reasons desu.
in short, If I do not like artists' artwork I also hate the artist desu.
and sometimes I can not stand listening to the people who love their art desu.
why am I suddenly talking about this?
because the artist I hate right now be a leader of our little community desu.
he told everyone about fake rules of money holder at Fanbox
in order to push all artists to make a move desu.
I think he plans to use the artist inside the groups for guinea pig desu.
my team just told me that,
in the past, he also gives everyone false info before desu.
I can see that he is my senior artist desu.
but my respect for these types of people is zero desu.
these type of people is the type of people who do the calculation and use the money to create the standard to determine the success desu.
that is why I hate their way of marketing desu.
their artwork also shows it desu.
If I make a scene I might lose the credit to stay inside the community desu.
I do not know what to do desu.
I have no time and power to help these poor artists desu.
people in my country always take it lightly when it comes to artwork desu.
I really want to declare war with him and discredit him
but this piece of shit seek to make a scene
by using the conflict desu.
this guy's action just confirms my theory about
why I hate the artist through their work desu.
we the reader
the supporter
the ones who want some high-quality meal
need to eat some low-quality work because of these type of people desu.
all they care about is money desu.
that is why everything is always decided by profit, income desu.
Comments
Maxi
hai, health is really the heart of the engine of all the work around here desu.
giardo
Always prioritize your mental health Maxi, stay well, ty for sharing your amazing talent
Maxi
I hope after all of this end in the next 2 month, I will just stay here at Fanbox and never plan to take a look at that community again desu. all the comments all the conversation on that community is toxic for me desu. I always try to understand why they are asking that why they are doing that and that how I not feeling good for it desu.
Maxi
talking with people in this community I have to try my best to pretend to be a normal person desu. it really consumes a lot of energy desu. I mean I have to change my personality to be a super beautiful world cheerful person in order to be normal desu. huh trying to be honest to myself sometimes might end up hurting a lot of people feeling desu. but it needs to contain the credit for the bigger fight desu. this is an easy task desu. no time to care about the ego desu. I said once I want to be honest and truthful to myself but it was so hard desu. I just hate the little conflict the nonsense conflict from being honest to myself desu. I got a rare personality that why it is also hard to find the right consulting or the right book of myself desu. common sense or common behavior of people looks really ridiculous in my eye desu. but I am glad that at least there are still someone like me out there desu. I am not completely crazy or some kind of new type desu. going to rest now desu.
Maxi
News update desu. just got a lot of new information for the commercial register desu. huhhhh really tried with this desu. but with this there a lot of ways to stay at this Fanbox now desu. for now, I will go with the first plan and be ready for other solutions as well ne. work will be moving to work on tomorrow again desu.
Maxi
News update desu. current work about 80% now desu. will be back again at night desu.
