Hagisher
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I'm sorry I've been gone so long
🕑 Added 2025-05-30 21:15:51 +0000 UTCFirst things first. Here's a new animation that I'm particularly proud of.
Quick reason why there's only one is because at some point sfm decided to never launch again no matter what I did. This was the only animation that I had rendered out, even though there is a more polished version I wasn't able to render yet. Dva's animation just had a tiny bit left to animate, Sombra's animation was ready for audio, and the continuation of Samara's party where it shows the internals was ready for audio as well. There were some tiny animations I did here and there mostly to experiment, but I wanted to render them out as well. If there's anyone who's gone through this with sfm and figured it out, please let me know.
Now for the more personal stuff. Feel free to ignore this part if you want, I just feel like I just can't say nothing about it.
I don't know what's wrong with me and why I go silent like that for so often, I just keep getting this strong feeling of not being good enough to post again so I just keep working, but I just end up spiraling since the longer I take, the more work I need to do to be happy. I end up disappointing everyone but disappearing again, except this time, I wasn't able to return with a huge list of animations. There have been so many things that have happened to me since last time I posted. I'm don't want to complain about my issues because I feel like most of them are self-inflicted, but the simple explanation is that I was never able to solve my financial issues.
I really have no words to express how grateful I am to you all and the patient you have had with me.
Also, I've been learning blender just in case sfm never wants to launch again, but I haven't been able to animate anything I'm proud of yet. I'm still in the stage where I don't know what I don't know.
Comments
KeqingShadows
I’m really glad to hear that you’re back, self-doubt is something that’s hard to deal with and can really stifle the happiness you get from doing something you normally love. I hope that all of our comments have helped show you how incredible the community believes that your work is. I personally consider you to be one of the top 3 best vore creators, it feels like there’s intent behind every motion in your creations that few others are able to replicate. Unfortunately I’m not knowledgeable about SFM issues but the only idea I can think of that it seems like you haven’t tried yet is to download it onto a different drive and see if it’s able to launch from there. If that doesn’t work, I’m not sure what else to try aside from backing up files to an external HDD/SSD and then factory resetting your PC.
THISCANTBEGOOD
P.S. was really looking forward to the dva animation so hearing that SFM broke really sucks but what are you gonna do :/
THISCANTBEGOOD
In your line of work there truly is no equal, take as long as you feel you need and no matter what I (and I'm sure many others) will be here waiting.
