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2020 is Here.
🕑 Added 2020-01-01 19:13:07 +0000 UTCI really can't express how overwhelmed I am to know that 2019 has ended, I'm gonna write something but I guess I won't make it very long, I wrote this while I can, I'm late but this is the day that I somewhat can stares at the PC monitor. (I Actually planned writing this around December but I can't)
Well, any of my Patrons probably wondering why I rarely draws, I think "Sorry" is the most frequent words that I said this year, It's kinda ridiculous that I have a strings of bad events this year, I could say that It's probably anime-level like ridiculous but It does happened.
I kinda pour all of my strength to finish my Internships for the past 3 or 4 months, I even finished writing the final reports this month and I'm still waiting more words from the Lecturers for further revisions, I would be lying if I didn't have free time after that, I do have free time but my body do gave up this December, as usual, I always have a flu and cough during December because this is when the season changes in my country, imagine yesterday was hot just like summer but today is cold-rainy winter like temperature and the rain never stops from 15th until today, my body can't really withstand that, but It's been since 2016-2018 that I'm having these flu and cough so I thought 2019 will be no different.
I hit rock bottom during Christmas after riding in a car with my Uncle so I check myself up to the Doctor when Christmas ended and the Doctor said I have developed a bronchitis and this time it's not a regular flu (Don't worry I survived ARDS way before, so bronchitis is nothing for me.) and I don't really want to write all the details but yeah, She said that It's best for me to rest if I can't afford the medicine, so I just do that and I use alternate medication because I can't afford the medicine because they are crazy expensive.
Today, I felt kinda better because I can stare at the monitor without throwing up like I usually do a couple days ago, so I use the chance to write this.
If I can stare at the monitor, I would use the chance to draw another adoptable lol just like the months before because I desperately need money but I really can't sit at the computer for more than 15 minutes, that's why I can't do anything. (I was planning to create an adoptable to afford some tires because I punctured mine a couple weeks ago.)
So I just want to say that I'm sorry if I lacking content in 2019, I can't really offer refunds but I will try to make it up this year in 2020.
I hope 2020 will be a good year! that's if I didn't develop another ARDS though hahahaha. :D
And I'm sorry for my stupidity and handling Patreon for these 2 years. :)
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Oats Monster
Feel better man! And happy new year/decade! Sometimes when things start off bad it is just life setting up for it to be that much better and more meaningful when things are finally good again. Stay positive and hang in there bro!
