Skull-Tears
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INKTOBER VIDEO SCRIPT
🕑 Added 2019-11-15 21:25:34 +0000 UTC Hello little skulls, PrinceChain here!
It's the first time that I tried to do the Inktober and I can say proudly that I did all of the days! It was really, really fun to do and to also let me less scared to draw what I want. How the original challenge says, I did it traditional, inking, without color, just black and white colors. INSTRUMENTS
I started to do a pencil sketch, sometimes directly doing it, other times 2 sketches.
For make the sketch more lighter I used a 2H and for the darker sketch an HB2
For inking, I used a 0.5 ink
For color, I used a lot of different black makers, because all of them that I bought finished in like, 1 or 2 days, so I will just say the one I was good at the end
A permanent marker, Sharpie
Sometimes I also used a white gel pen, I used a 08
INKTOBER DAYS
Soo, I went a bit late to the Inktober. I... forgot it was October, I just realized it when it was the 6th, so I ended with the conclusion to mix the first days!
DAY 1 - 2
I mixed days 1 and 2, ring and mindless. The meaning behind it, it’s related to schizophrenia The black person has continuously hallucinations, on that picture, sound and vision hallucinations. Schizophrenia is when a person has hallucinations and they think they are true, not understanding they aren’t the truth. Also, they dissociate from reality On that drawing, the person is having paranoia and hallucinations, starting to dissociating from reality. The brain that comes out a bit, it’s a kind of metaphor. When the skull every day has a drop on that, after some time, the part of the brain will be destroyed. I used it as a metaphor for their hallucinations, that every day, having them, it’s destroying their mind, being more dissociate. On that one, the thing I most like is the mouth on the wall and generally the texture
DAY 3 – 4
I mixed bait and freeze. The ocean is all freeze and the only warm thing that is present in this fish, not for long since he is being baited with a frozen worm. Nothing a lot to say about this illustration, I just drew the first idea! I like how the fire around the fish came out
DAY 5 – 6
I mixed Build and Husky. From now, most of the inks have included my OCS! In this illustration, I used Kane. Kane isn't without a voice but he never speaks for the punishment of an action he did in the past, but when he tries to talk, it makes him feel nausea and bad in general. In this piece, I wanted to show how hard and delusional it is for Kane now to try to talk. I generally, really like the idea
DAY 7 – Enchanted
In this illustration, I wanted to make it more abstract on the concept and the most abstract character is Tvboy. He is holding a light bulb wherein the inside it's present a place. Tvboy is admiring a place that came out from his mind, that he wish he would live there. Around him, the kind of crystals represents his other thoughts. The water down him represents his subconscious.
DAY 8 – Frail
In this illustration, I used Leia. Leia in the present is dead, killed by his husband, Kane. She was really uncomfortable with her body, thinking always she was fat. There is Leia on the ground, without emotions on her face, but showing them with her pose, looking on the mirror, seeing the perfect body she wants but will never and ever have. How you notice, there is a shatter in the center, on the part of the heart, showing how hurtful is for her to don't be how she wants. The paintings on the background are abstract symbols of her death and her religion.
DAY 9 – Swing
In this illustration, I used Claire before she became an evil angel. She is swinging in a swing, inside her own world. I wanted to show how her mind swings for how much medications she takes and how much she likes it. I like the trip feeling I made there DAY 10 – Pattern
I used Leia again. Leia was a classical dancer, but she was forced to follow some rules and insults, letting her think that she wasn't good at dancing, needing to be like others, without leaving creativity on what she danced. How you can see, there is a little doll where the light makes a bigger shadow behind Leia, for torment her
DAY 11 – Snow
In this illustration I used Rex, making an angel down his tombstone. For those who don't know, Rex is dead and he is currently a good demon. I wanted to give a macabre feeling to the spectator looking at this, for how much Rex is chilling in a thing that devastated his life
DAY 12 – Dragon
In this illustration, I used an old oc from 2015 / 2016 that I still, really love her backstory. I still need to decide on a new name. She is Japanese and she is evoking a dragon from a religious book. Behind her, there is the yin and yang, a symbol of her and her sister.
DAY 13 – Ash
In this illustration, I used Julien. She is at the police officer, talking about a homicide happened in her family: Her parents and brothers were killed by a person wearing a clown custom. From that, she is really scared of Clowns. She is making a big ash to discover the “ face “ of the killer, how you see on the top the mask of the Clown.
DAY 14 – Overgrown
In this illustration I used Nevaeh. She is scared to show her feelings, showing a neutral face but still crying, being pregnant of a fetus that becomes bigger... close to exploding, maybe. She is in a straitjacket. The fetus that can explode, is a symbol of her abortion.
DAY 15 – Legend
In this illustration, there is Rex and Mystery holding hands, inside a lily. The lily has a legend and thanks to it that they met and become a couple, you will know more in the future about this legend. From the Lily, on the background, comes out happy smiles and hearts, to show how much they are happy together.
DAY 16 – Wild
In this illustration there is Claire before becoming an evil angel, eating a person's organs that she killed, inside a forest, that is really, really dense. Look how happy she is eating these organs, surrounded by the stink of the dead body. Maybe, this is the happy sauce, for her.
DAY 17 – Ornament
In this illustration, there is a butterfly nailed in the wall, as a decoration. The other swing is losing pieces, those pieces are the hope of disappearing for liberty.
DAY 18 – Misfit
In this illustration, there is me, inside a glass bottle, being outside the world but at the same time, inside the world. People can see me, people try to damage me the most they can, trying to destroy this glass bottle to destroying my physical body. But my mind, the mental part, is already destroyed, how you see, that comes out 2 dark figures, of mental illness.
DAY 19 – Sling
In this illustration, there is Kloun. Kloun is a clown but is possessed by their hat. Kloun is slinging it for going to sleep and the hat is really, really happy and can't wait to control that body again, continuing the cycle.
DAY 20 – Tread
In this illustration, Kane sews his treads in the ground, sewing at the end his feet, standing, looking the nothing. I wanted to show how much Kane wants to punish himself and how much he feels guilt for what he did in the past, tracing every event of his life.
DAY 21 – Treasure
In this illustration, there is Esuriit sticking her forks to Eclipse's head, ready for eating him and let happy the Neon Queen. I'm not really happy with this one, I think it needed more black.
DAY 22 – Ghost
In this illustration, Rex's ghost is seeing his death scene. Rex killed himself going under a train. It was what he wanted, but at the same time, he still didn't feel free from the pain, how you see, his ghost doesn't have an expression.
DAY 23 – Ancient
In this illustration, The dog is William, Rex’s dog when he was still alive. William was the only friend he had that helped him to keep to stay alive and don’t feel “ different “ for the stuff he has. Nowadays, he still has William’s bowl.
DAY 24 – Dizzy
In this illustration, It represents me staying in balance to don’t fall into my suicide thoughts and my hallucinations that influence my mind to actually hurt myself. The hand taking my foot is a bad thought that gives me bad vibes
DAY 25 - Tasty
In this illustration, Tenebris is eating his own brain. The reason is, he is feeling too much guilt for what he did, so this is a sort of punishment and also to forget what he did, deleting his memories.
DAY 26 – Dark
Everything is obscure around Kane, the only thing that isn’t obscure is this real heart. He wants to paint it black because it can be white, it would be terrible to have it around him… Guess from who the heart is
DAY 27 – Coat
Nevaeh is covered by fetuses and her dress is a uterus, describing even more what she passed and how much pain was during her abortion.
DAY 28 – Ride
Julien is up to a skeleton deer, related to her religion Wicca to be close to nature and death. She is really curious to know what's present after death.
DAY 29 – Injured
Tvboy is having a panic attack. When he has them, plants come out from his head. Even more, the plants are, heavier is the attack. During this attack his mind dissociates from reality, living a world that doesn't exist.
DAY 30 – Catch
Kishi is trying to take an ink butterfly that escaped from his book. He is a therapist and with his patients, he uses a lot of ink figures to understand more their minds.
DAY 31 – Rip
Liam is taking a ripe brain, to use it to think more about his decisions since he is a kid, he can do so, so many errors! He wants to be more mature as possible
With that, that's all!
How I said from the first, doing the Inktober was a lot of fun and helped me to have more security of my ideas. It helps a lot to improve them honestly!
Let me know if you liked my illustrations, your interpretations and if you tried Inktober this year too! With that, see you soon!
