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Another long update. +updated
🕑 Added 2023-07-01 19:50:14 +0000 UTCHello everyone, a lot has happened since the last update, It's been a real rollercoaster, just up and down and up and down.. at some point I was concerned if something is wrong with me but it doesn't really seem to be the case..
Recently I've been getting better and even thought that one big thing was finally solved and wouldn't bother me anymore but unfortunately things seem to have gotten much worse.
It's about those two malicious people that went after me in the past, as I've talked about in previous updates.
After the previous incident one of them again went after me on more servers and was pretending like nothing happened, I told the mods everything but they didn't didn't take my warnings that seriously, after some time she managed to fool everyone and I was told that it will be fine and that she can't do anything.. guess what.. I was right and things got even worse. After one incident where I was threatened, guilt tripped and sensitive information of my friend was used against me and another friend by her bf that she was still helping while lying to everyone. The mods finally realized that it will not be fine and she was finally banned, it took way too long and my friend was really between all this, getting spammed with creepy messages from both of them and in the end was traumatized by all of it, they are still going after him on other platforms btw. Me and one other friend were trying to help this friend however we could, he was struggling a lot too, It is hard to help someone when you are struggling but I still tried, them going after him and pulling him back down while manipulating him against me and the other friend was just too much. It got much better after my friend was removed from their influence. That's how they want to try and hurt me, through others and through doing other things.
And if that wasn't bad enough now she is making Faputa lewds just to desperately try to get my attention, she even said it herself on her server before deleting it all when she realized that my friends can see her attempts at harassing me and demonizing me. Keep in mind that she helped doxx someone over MiA lewds and went after me on multiple servers over my art, the irony. She even used my pfp for some of her accounts, yeah.. that's the kind of crazy people that I've been dealing with for over 7 months now. And at this point I wonder if it will ever end.
Update: She tried imitating my art style again, copied some of my art ideas again, tried to mock me with making some art and even with profile statuses. She again tried to use her art against me and I've seen her trying to manipulate other artists. I also forgot to mention that she stole the idea from the latest commission, tried to use it against me and the commissioner and later used the idea in her own work, as you may have noticed, some of my friends have noticed it even without me telling them. She also tried to run this commission by manipulating the commissioner and telling them to refund me with the promise of making more free art just for them... yeah I couldn't believe it too. I don't even think you can do anything more disrespectful than this to an artist.
I'm still wondering what can I even do in this situation, the things they are doing got to such a toxic and manipulative point that It's hard to do anything.. Constantly downplaying things they did and even acting like it wasn't bad at all and justified. I think they even got through some mods with this, they are arrogant and petty too.
So yeah this has been bothering me for the longest time and will most likely keep bothering me for some more time at least, I hope it will finally end one day.
The good news is that I am finally getting back to art despite all this horrible stuff happening to me, and yeah there was a lot more to the stuff that they did to me and others but It's long and complicated and it would be too much to write here, I just hope that people will understand and be aware of it. But anyways, I've been drawing almost every day again and I want to keep it up, as you may have noticed I am working on a lot of commissions too and want to finish them rather soon, a lot of things to do and I have to keep in mind all the stuff I promised before, again sorry for more delays, I really didn't expect this to happen and in previous update I even said that it was solved, unfortunately it got even worse. It's not going to be easy at all to progress in this situation.
Still thank you everyone for encouraging me and still supporting me, these are most likely the hardest times in my life so far and I am really trying to get through it even if it may take a little longer again. I still greatly appreciate all of your support and I don't know what I would do without it. Truly thank you. <3
I would also really like to thank everyone that are with me on this issue and are helping me to get through this. It really helps.
Previous update on this subject: https://aiasuru.fanbox.cc/posts/4835262
And a little extra Faputa drawing because I felt like it..
