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Jalter Doujin 2 Page 25
🕑 Added 2020-08-19 04:00:09 +0000 UTC29 SEPTEMBER EDIT :
Kinda improved the whole page. The previous version can be seen there : http://puu.sh/GxuSL/283a2e0c4a.png
Hey, gonna write some words about this page then let's talk about patreon, my consistency in posting things here and stuff.
I kinda "meh" this page, idk why yet tbh, but only the first panel looks fine to me :x
About posting and stuff, uh... It's really hard for me to stay on my table and draw, i have a big lack of ambition recently (well, more or less since 1year now...) and it's really eating me since then. I never really enjoyed drawing, but recently it just turned out as "hating drawing". Idk how to solve it, theres too many reasons why i hate it now (and it'll be too long and i'll be too clumsy with my poor english, to word it correctly), but i just can't go away 'cause without drawing, i can't live.
I'm very sorry for this shitty amount of content (decreasing over months), be sure that i'm not charging you to pay me this month.
Hope next month will be better for you and me. I Have another dakimakura to draw, so i might post some wips but maybe not that many pages.
Comments
Love your work. Ganbatte!
OakBlue
The fact is, some people can get chemical imbalances in the brain that cause their depression. It's not your fault, but there are medicines that can fix it and get you back to how you used to feel. Obviously, I don't know the circumstances in your life, but, having been through depression myself, I wholeheartedly recommend that anyone suffering from it should get help because getting help can really truly make a world of difference.
OakBlue
Maybe you should talk with a doctor\GP and ask if they have any advice? I don't know what the medical system is like in your country, but where I live, I was sent to a therapist who prescribed me some meds. Once I started taking them, it literally changed my life.
OakBlue
Hating something you used to like, or even were just okay with and now no longer enjoy, is a classic sign of depression. So is having a big lack of ambition.
