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Weekly Post | A word from our Founder
🕑 Added 2022-08-28 08:55:17 +0000 UTCHey everyone,
Today I want to talk to you about me. Me, as in Gregory. Not the GTG Mods Team, no, just me, Gregory. Not all of you know about my living situation. Not that it is important for you to know, but there are a few details I do want to make public as these details directly affect my productivity as a Content Creator.
Those who are on Patreon may have noticed that the weekly post is not so weekly lately. This is a result of my present situation.
In this message I will describe a few things about my life and more importantly, how they affect my ability to do what I love which is making content for you all to enjoy. No, this is not me trying to get attention by whining about the bad things in my life, I’m not that kind of person. I am merely making you aware of what’s going on and how that’s affecting my productivity and the productivity of the GTG Mods Team as a whole.
Some of you may be aware of the robbery I had to go through by the end of last year. I, to this day, still have repercussions about what happened that evening and I do not enjoy it. Then, who would? Anyway, what does that have to do with my productivity? Well, a lot. Prior to the events of November 24th, 2021, I was very active. I worked 9 hours a day, 5 days a week on making the Gavril Barstow F2 and the Gavril T-Series Expansion Pack into what they are today. I had a lot of inspiration, and a lot of willpower to keep doing that. Recently, however, that has been fluctuating a lot. So much so, in fact, that I can no longer promise to adhere to our fixed update schedule. I simply do not have the inspiration, nor the willpower, to work on producing content 9 hours a day, 5 days a week. This is a direct result of those events. Now, before you say “get help” I would like to let you know that I have been getting help the past 2 – 3 years. Besides that, my actual sleeping rhythm is messed up as well. My body thinks that days are longer than 24 hours, which obviously isn’t how it works. You can see how that causes issues.
I am literally at the stage of having to fight in order to be motivated to do anything at all. I do not enjoy doing anything now, and this has been the case for a couple of months now. That said, I do want to say that I do really want to get back my previous activity levels. I am thinking, and probably will end up doing, of making a plan to enjoy things in life again. This will take time though; this cannot be done at the flick of one’s fingers. Truth is, I’m feeling like shit at this time, but I am slowly working my way to happiness.
You might be wondering, why am I telling you this? Well, I like to be transparent about things to our fans. This also helps me clear up about why I haven’t been active that much in recent months. I hope you can at least understand.
That said, we are formally postponing the upcoming releases of our projects to an undetermined. That means that they will be available when they are ready.
Yours sincerely,
- Gregory U.
