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Notice on Inactivity
🕑 Added 2022-07-09 19:12:48 +0000 UTCShould've posted this way, WAY earlier but again issues have been weighing on me like a ten-ton lead block and it's been hard to do anything social for quite awhile
So, yes, my FA account is disabled, and I am the one who actively disabled it. The reasons why are...complicated. There are quite a few and none of them can just be explained in a simple summarization. I guess if I were to try and boil it down to its main components, it would essentially be "Depression's worse, I'm sick of people and how they act, I don't enjoy my work anymore, get lost."
Overall I am just losing my passion to actually ENJOY creating things; for awhile now I've only seen it as "busy work" and not much else and the fact that the refunding process is going to be hell has built up more stress that I am unable to deal with at this point in time. Most, if not all, of the funding for this Patreon goes toward bills for the month. I wish it were easy but it's not. I'm grateful for the support of my close-friends circle; elsewise I would have probably just given up overall.
Now as for the Patreon-original stuff like SWELL, we are still working on continuing it if anyone still holds interest. The first two pages are on their way to finalization and the others are not far behind. I might post the thumbnails for the next eight pages (9-16 roughly) but I am not allowed to show more beyond that because it DOES involve the first competition round and I cannot spoil that :P
I apologize for disappearing...again. It's been a long-time habit of mine when I can't deal with shit, is to just vanish or pretend no one else is there. I'm not a confrontational person and I don't enjoy conflict; if I'm forced to be assertive I get...downright venomous. People have said some of the things said in my journals were bad, but that is literally just me being nice. I have held back my true aggression for YEARS, which is probably not entirely healthy either, but oh well.
For those who see this message, please spread the news to others if you feel they need to know. I'm...not gonna be around for awhile, at least not on most social media. I don't even know if I want to come back to FA anymore. But that remains to be seen.
