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[EXCLUSIVE][F4A] No Matter What [Girlfriend][Chronic Pain][Migraine][Frustration][Why do you stay with me?][Deep Love][Giggles][Reverse Comfort][Banter][Romantic][Intimate][Making Out][Oral][Afterglow][L-Bombs]
🕑 Added 2022-08-18 04:33:44 +0000 UTCCONTENT WARNING FOR BOTH THE AUDIO AND BLUE'S NOTES: Chronic pain, grief over loss of full mobility/chronic pain issues
I miss my old body. I miss being able to just get up and do things and not have to worry about whether my body was going to work for me today or not. And on days like today, where I get some normal human extra thing like a migraine...I just feel so much more helpless.
I have no idea why you stay with me. I know you love me, and I know you always reassure me that you don't get frustrated by my condition. I just...I wish I could be better for you.
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Gender Notes:
No mentions of the listener's appearance, genitals, or pronouns.
Blue's Notes:
This is probably one of the rawest things I've made, born out of some real frustrations of mine with my own body. I don't talk very much about my struggles with chronic pain because honestly, it's a bummer and I don't like to talk about it. I feel a lot of grief for how much my body has changed from when I was a very athletic younger person. Through physical therapy I'm finally starting to regain some of that, but I still have days where my body Simply Ain't Having It, and there's a kind of grief you experience for that that can get very overwhelming some days. I imagine some of you out there have experienced one side of this equation before, too, whether you were the one in pain or the one watching your partner battle their traitorous body.
My girlfriend has been my saving grace and constant encouragement as I navigate the frustrating healing/learning to accept my new body journey. With her help, I outlined this adorable little moment between an imaginary couple having the same struggle... Listening back to it made me smile, and I hope it makes you smile, too.
Comments
Henk W
You could just say that yesterday's migraine was just a method-act-way of preparing for this performance. I respect your dedication :P But seriously: I suffer from migraines too and it sucks sooo much because I can't really tell when the next one is going to hit :/ Also, I respect your openness about the subject, especially in front of a bunch of strangers on the internet :)
m0rph [tilted?]
we luv u blue💙
Milo Cabral
I’ve gotta say I’m really proud of you dude. Exposing such intimate and personal parts of yourself to a wide audience takes unbelievable courage. I think however, it speaks to your merits as a person that you drew such supporting and loving folks that will not judge you for it and rather provide the utmost compassion and love for you. It’s wonderful and admirable you are confident and comfortable enough to share this with us and I send you all the love and encouragement I can muster <3
Shadowy Fox
As someone who also experiences chronic pain, thank you for making something so raw.
