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Losing My Mind In Ash Lake
🕑 Added 2019-02-01 04:40:21 +0000 UTCHere's another part of my "regular dark souls" lets play attempt, which continues to get less and less regular with every episode. Here's a game you can play at home. Watch the previous Babadook Spook video i just posted, then watch this... which again i remind you is supposed to be the normal, non-insane one.... and try to determine if possible which one is more insane.
See the way these two simultaneous adventures mirror each other, descending in tandem down a self-reflective sinkhole of babbling insanity. This was unintentional, but perhaps inevitable. I have given my madness life. Life that grew into it's own beautiful chaos, but now is growing to once more resemble me, like a man looking in the mirror and seeing the face of his father. My children have inherited shards of my shattered soul, and now those jagged shards return to me.
I've reached the point where my regular self is more deranged than any of my most demented characters. The pendulum of chaos and madness has swung back in such a way that my weird creations are becoming more well-adjusted by contrast and beginning to question their own existence. Meanwhile I, the actual person with the actual brain who created them all, am re-absorbing all the madness i created them from as their development matures them beyond me.
I'm like White Diamond but prettier and with more pants-crapping.
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Brian Dagame
Damn, I remember running around Ash Lake forever to try and get that item. Gave up and never bothered again. I have 500+ hours in this game and you managed to teach me something!
