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Progress Report
🕑 Added 2022-09-09 10:36:26 +0000 UTCPrevious month projects (5th September Deadline):
* 5 futa ntr captions [Done and are in the folder]
* Create College Futa Cuckoldry Story on CHYOA [Done and currently at 23 chapters]
This month projects (5th October Deadline):
* 10 Futa NTR captions:
1) First one done 23:45 19/09/2022
2) Second one done 23:57 27/09/2022
3) Third one done 00:02 28/09/2022
4) Fourth one done 00:06 28/09/2022
5) Fifth one done 01:42 28/09/2022
6) Sixth one done 23:28 01/10/2022
7) Seventh one done 23:36 01/10/2022
8) Eight one done 23:42 01/10/2022
9) Ninth one done 01:19 02/10/2022
10) Final one done 01:27 02/10/2022 and now beginning upload to MEGA
* 10 Chapters on 'You Came To The Wrong Futa Neighbourhood':
1) Wife Taxi Ride with 3 options of pussy eating, hotdogging or fucking based on Wife Corruption. [Done 13:36 10/09/2022]
2) Husband peeking on Jill & Claire fucking. [Done 13:25 17/09/2022]
3) Beginning chapter of decision whether you want the story to be casual sex or more humilating for the family. [Done 13:54 17/09/2022]
4) Husband peeking on Jill and his wife fucking [Done 16:38 19/09/2022]
5) Husband peeking on Jill and his wife fucking continued [Casual path][done 02:59 20/09/2022]
6) Husband peeking on Jill and his wife fucking continued [Humiliation path][done 17:30 20/09/2022]
7) Daughter having sex with taxi driver on way to Jills house [done 00:06 04/10/2022]
8) Maid fucking the wife in the bedroom [done 01:28 04/10/2022]
9) Maid fucking wife on a sun lounger [done 14:14 04/10/2022]
10) Humiliation path toggle is now in. [done 16:21 04/10/2022]
Personal Stuff
So you all know about my Dopamine detox and moving away from the ravages of porn for a while. Mainly because I'd wired myself over 5 years to only feel good when looking at that, it's the same brain re-wiring as other addictions I found in my research, eventually it becomes the only thing you can really 'feel'. So stepping back and doing captions and written stories (since I had to actually engage my brain in imagination and work for the dopamine as oppossed to just being fed it) and basically having more time to chill with the missus and hang around her meant progress.
I'm now at the stage where my weight has dropped from 15stone 10lbs down to 15stone 2lbs (not sitting at the computer all the while will do that, plus my work and classes are always on my feet). Work has given me more hours and an additional site, I'm attending Krav Maga and Taijiquan classes again, my language learning classes and Duolingo too as well as jumping on the missus from time to time and I don't feel the massive dopamine rush I used to when looking at futa ntr stuff, so my brain has relaxed a little (bizarrely I ended up shifting my mindset to Futa Harem stuff (i.e. the point of the dominant futa getting all the girls before relaxing completely), That interested and still interests me, I wonder if it's related at all to Dopamine and it's effects as a hormone, or the brain re-wiring). It's early days still, some days are fine clear and I enjoy stuff and then other days I fall back into the scary mode of no dopamine so I do things zombie like and don't gain any joy from them, Beauty of having to walk to work is I KNOW I have to do it in addition to wanting to or not.
So what does it mean for my projects?
Well since the stories and the captions don't seem to have affected me that much and recovery seems to be happening they will continue, as videos are moving plot devices where the brain doesn't really have to do much they are still off limits BUT visual novels and games are essentially still images with stories and if the captions being pictures and the stories being words are fine then next month or the month after I'm going to have an additional poll option for a short visual novel, so a bit like Dickgirl Dorm but a lot shorter, if that works and I'm still fine and I still see recovery then, and I'm not promising anything, but THEN I can return to Dickgirl Dorm. Besides...I've downloaded Honey Select 2, Koikatu and Virt a Mate and I want to play around with them.
