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hi. I know it’s super late. and I’m sorry I haven’t posted i..
🕑 Added 2020-09-16 04:04:59 +0000 UTC hi. I know it’s super late. and I’m sorry I haven’t posted in a few days. I know this isn’t the type of “risqué” content a lot of you are wanting to see.. but considering the last few days, and the events that transpired, I just wanted to post something that meant more to me.. a lot of you follow me for my body, my looks, etc. which is understandable and I am very fortunate to have a physical appearance that most consider conventionally attractive. that being said, I have a lot more to me. I’m a person. I have feelings. I have thoughts. I have ideas. I have a lot to offer. and honestly most of you on here, whether you’ve followed me through my YouTube days, or my Instagram journey, whatever the case may be.. the majority of you truly support me as a person. And I am beyond grateful for that.you see, over the years I went through A LOT of identity issues. And sadly, being under public scrutiny- some people assume things. judge things. And those people have their own issues and feel the need to analyze everything I’m doing and jump to conclusions without even taking a second to remember- I’m just a person. trying to do my best. just like them. Now, it’s been years since I’ve been on social media, so I know how to deal with most things. ignore it. keep doing me. and hope that people will just accept me for who I am.
sadly, that’s never the case. Not for me. Not for you. Not for anyone.
At first, having all my nudes leaked really upset me. and put me in a dark place for a moment. And during all this bullshit, I remembered why I’m here. And I’m here because I am in charge of my life. I choose what I think is best for me. So yeah, I could’ve stayed angry, stressed, and ultimately quit this only fans, that I have built and I am extremely proud of, because of one single person’s malicious intentions to hurt me. But that’s not what I’m going to do. I will get hurt. I will get upset. I will feel lonely sometimes. But if I didn’t feel those things.. then none of this would be worth it.
I’m rambling.. but the point is, I believe that life will always have people out to get you. life will always present you with obstacles. and along with all the mental breakdowns, social media hiatuses, career changes, mistakes, etc... I am grateful for every challenge life presents me with.
including the leaked photos.
I am proud of who I am. I worked hard to create this only fans, some may agree, some may not, but I don’t care. I’m happy with it.
And I’m happy to have all of you here with me.
I hope this wasn’t too much.. if it was. too bad. I like writing. 🙃
I hope you are all having an amazing week, and if there’s one thing I want you to know, it’s to never give up. ever ever ever. No matter who tries to tear you down, even if they succeed momentarily and you’re completely broken down. you need to get the fuck up and keep on going. keep on pushing. and keep on growing.
all the shit and chaos and hurt and pain.. that’s what makes life worth it. cuz if not, what’s the point?
anyway- I love you all. Thank you so so much for supporting me. it means the world to me, always has and always will.
I’m not deleting my page, I’m not gonna stop. I’ll be back to posting soon.
Thank you for listening.
FTGW... always.
Goodnight. xoxo
- Matt
