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🕑 Added 2024-08-23 19:27:06 +0000 UTCI hope you're having an okay week. I don't want to write a super negative post, but I've had a hard week.
I wish I could tell you more here, but unfortunately one mysterious stalkerish jerk prevents me from being able to freely speak my mind here.
I know I haven't been posting as much here, and I'm sorry. I've been going through a phase where I feel like I'm losing my edge, and like maybe it's time to retire. I might, for my mental health.
I still have a lot of unseen work to share with you here, I'm just slowly plodding through it. I've also been thinking about putting together a collection of unseen / forgotten images over the years...like one image that got cut from each photo set, never before seen. Sometimes I don't like an image at the moment, but later when I look back I think...why didn't I share this? It's pretty cool!
I feel like I almost never take selfies anymore, ironically. This whole thing became a job, you know...and I'm grateful for the business I've been able to create from all of this. But so many lingerie brands send me CRAZY strappy sexy garments, often with completely open areas that show full nips or bush. I'm like, how do you think I'm going to post this on social media? (which is what they want, for exposure and business)
Anyways, I'm just feeling a bit down and discouraged. I know I've talked here before about how it's hard to watch yourself age in real time. And guess what? I had to edit these photos a bit to feel comfortable sharing them. I never change my shape, but my skin where it's starting to sag...haha yes I do try to fix that sometimes. Many shots are totally unedited though, including the 3 film shots at the end.
I just miss waking up and feeling good, physically and mentally. I think it's time for me to get back into a dance class or something that fulfills both of those health needs.
Is there something you like to see more of from me? More casual selfies? More writing? I am unfortunately prevented from sharing any video here based on literally just being a woman who shoots nude work. Never had anything deleted here, Patreon just preemptively decided I shouldn't be allowed. Anyways I would love to hear your thoughts on what you enjoy most from this page.
In that vein of thought, there are a few shots from this set that I was nervous about posting on here due to the Puritanical vibes here, so you'll have to head to OF for that:
https://onlyfans.com/action/trial/riw69czfaxemmvsbkbgzqdblc1cz8r30
Comments
Zach
This was from awhile ago and I hope you're doing better. I really love reading your writing! You have a really great ability to express yourself that I completely lack so reading your writing is really refreshing.
James Landon Johnson
You should always consider yourself and your heath first. Never be afraid to share your thoughts, especially in safe places like this. I would be sad if you retired, but would also completely understand. Your ability to express yourself is refreshing. Both your personality and your erotic side are compelling. Totally impressed by your lingerie designs! I think the difference is that you’re a woman designing for women. Your lingerie look comfortable to wear, not just an impossible rats nest of straps. Keep being you. You’re kinda awesome and all… shucks 👨🌾
Matt Austin
Hi Erin, I'm so sorry to hear that things have been this way, you deserve so much better. I really enjoy your deeply reflective and thoughtful writing, and your visual art is always a treat. I have to admit that I'm a big fan of spontaneous work such as selfies, so I'll always appreciate them. I'm still working on my thoughts of how your work has grown since I started following you in 2019. It's been a wonderfully human journey in a changing world, and you're a beacon of humanity for me as I stumble around in rural Australia. All the best to you, Erin.
JLA
Hey! Hope you feel better, a dance class or something to get your endorphines up is a wonderful idea! I enjoy the casual selfies, the slice-of-life of being an artist and the OF link! You've been working a lot lately too, travelling and stuff?! I enjoyed your first vid with Nicole Vaunt! Anyway, hope you feel better and this stalker lays off soon!
