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sketchbook and 2 New Pinky & Pepper pages (raw)
🕑 Added 2023-10-06 20:20:36 +0000 UTCRaw raw scans, I'll post the cleaned and flatted versions of these P&P pages later this month, hopefully along with a few more. My brain is like sludge these days and its incredibly difficult to get work done. As you can see, not a lot of drawing.. I guess theres an adderal shortage and I have this theory that many of us have developed ADD symptoms due to internet addiction and the high output expectations of most jobs. My job is easy though, just drawing right now, so what am I even talking about. I'm just depressed like always, living life like I'm encased in cement. OH WELL! I'll get it done.
Enjoy these spare drawings and more soon. I;m also working on a MLP zine but I'll post it here separately later. I should really revamp the way I use this site, I'm sorry if you don't feel you're getting your moneys worth. I'm working on a website too, on neocities. I'll let you all know when it's up.
I'm going to Portland for PZS at the end of the month. See you there?
I've been lost in some nostalgia for my "old self" and all that, I can get pretty lost in it, and I would like to process it in my art. Theres a lot of things I want to do but I have to get all this other stuff done for the Pinky & Pepper reprint. I gotta get my ass in gear. Hopefully I can win you all over with my new work. What I really need is to keep practicing. I feel like a lab rat in a cage who used to get rewards for good behavior but the drugs have worn off. Life is isolating and the things I'll do for just a drop of dopamine are unfortunately not the most creative endeavors. I used to just love drawing and would rather draw than anything else. The world in my mind and the page was my kingdom and real life was a blur. I'm a little more present in real life now I think, but what a shit trade off.
I gotta just work through it anyway. Wish me luck. Thanks as always for sticking around.
More updates soon,
Eddy
Comments
Marlo Mogensen
these p&p pages are so beautiful!!! i really miss my imagination feeling like a living place instead of something mostly lost in a deep fog where the ground is poison and kills everything as soon as it sprouts... lol.... the "real life" thing about transitioning long term that compromises ur capacity for vivid internal fantasy is really frustrating. idk how related it is to that for u but it feels that way for me. hope you can move thru it, always excited to see whatevers next for u
