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Dear Dior
I learned to stop waiting. There is no time to tussle with old desires or unsure sentences. There are no mistakes. I have spent too many seconds thinking about how to change my world- missing out on the very seconds I was internally molding. I do not miss any moments anymore. And the only time I wait- is when I watch your pupils widen, asking me tocome in.
garden of eden
Find yourself in the garden attending to the flowers, nurturing the plants, and fertilizing the grass you walk ever so gently on. Behind the tree you sense movement. Your head darts up and you become attentive. You are no longer in your state of serenity, but now disrupted by what you do not know is there. Another rustle appears from the same area. You feel anxiety rush into your sternum. Out walks a devastatingly gorgeous girl who is holding a pitch fork and is armed with eyes that could melt any man into butter. She giggles from afar as she r...
sultry safari
Out into the wild - an adventure with just you and I. The heat distorting wayward vision and the long tufts of grass bending at the whim of warm gusts that are far from refreshing. But all that matters is that I have you. No one to be seen for miles. No one to pester us, disturb us, or break the bubble of infatuation and lust that we so deeply meld in. Your skin the cushion of comfort in these unforgiving conditions. Natures grasp relentless, but also so revitalizing.Climbing through vast meadows of land and finding calm streams of water that l...
talk to me
Maybe one night when we collapse onto your bed at four in the morning, we can listen to heartbeats and laughter instead of laying there in silence until one of us is ready to open up. I understand that it takes time to tell our stories but I find myself excited to hear yours and vulnerable enough to want to share mine. I want to talk about your hands and your eyes when you undress me, the sound that slips your mouth when our skin collides, and the way your fingers slip between the spaces I try to hide. I think we should open the boxes we hide b...
Along came a spider
A pristine spider sits on her web, she awaits company. She moves with purpose and poise as she arranges her surroundings for things to come. She feels a tinge of movement, her instincts tell her what is about to happen, the future brushes against her skin. She is prepared. She must beguile her prey to come closer, to engage. She needs it to be closer, close enough to feel, close enough to touch. She moves with purpose, hesitation is missed opportunity and missed opportunity means she will go hungry; unfulfilled.Her hunger is insatiable, it cons...
35 mm bliss
I knowwarm raindrops on my skinmake me want to dance,the lion’s commandand the stretch of ageless mountainscan reach me where I stand.I know home.I knowthe shattering of timecaused by the meeting of soulscan’t be stopped or controlled,an inhalation so sublimecontinually makes me whole.I know joy.I knowthe promise in your eyesis a silence I believe,your bites and kisses I needAs proof of sighs, aches and desires.whisper my name and Iwill surrenderforever.I know you.I know love.
the magic light...
I looked out over the pool to a pristine beach
First Meeting <3
It was my second day in New Orleans. The Big Easy. Land of Carnival and birthplace of Jazz. Of swamps, vampires, witches, werewolves and Voodoo. Or so the television would have me to believe. Maybe it is all those things too, but I haven't seen them yet. Instead I see colour and life and the tremendous bustle of people, speaking in all kinds of tongues amidst a clatter of noise and the smell of spice. What ever it might be, it is most certainly a far cry from England.Still a little jet-lagged, I'd opted for an easy day - a short wander ...
thinking of my crush...
In my senior year of college I had a huge crush on a girl named Danielle in my chemistry class. She was sweet and a bit timid with long blonde hair and a cute smile. She was a pleasant classmate who always said hi when I walked in, and I would sometimes help her with assignments because I had a better handle on the class material. Despite that being the extent of our relationship, I couldn't help but feel fond of and extremely sexually attracted to her. Because of the assigned seating I sat behind her in class and that proved to be a real d...
Restlessness
The feeling of being lost within the confounds of your space, you are an apparition moving from room to room trying to find a corner to call your own. Playing with comfort, trying to find your body's most restful state. A wrestling match between your thoughts and your instincts, a pillow fight of consciousness.But what does one do when they find themselves at unease. Unable to calm the cogs that make the machine tick. The beast that bellows for stimulation, adoration, ideation, and you're left with continual contemplation.You find somet...
Watching You Now
I fell in love watching you shower, you know. I've done it so often I know your routine off by heart. I know how shy you are and how you shriek when you catch me watching. I always hated the see-through shower doors until the first time I saw you through them, now I wouldn't trade them for anything.I'm sitting on the bed listening to you prepare for your 40 minute show of divine sensuality. I hear the water begin to flow and try to picture you getting undressed, as I know you are now doing. You unbutton your white pinstriped shirt, ...
Baby It's Cold Outside
Have you ever felt like life has this weird way of working? Well that's what my life feels like time and time again. You think you have life figured out right and then BAM it slaps you in the face when things are too perfect.I'm 26 sitting outside the house of the girl I'm totally in love with, waiting for her and her girlfriend to finish "getting ready" so we can all go out. Third wheel, no not really we're going out with a friend of mine, Jenna. She's been with me since middle school and is currently sitting next t...
a moment in time <3
There was that night, not so long ago, when you lay naked in my arms, your head nestled securely in the valley between my breasts. My right arm draped around your back and rested against your body under your own arm, fingertips caressing the hard plains and coming dangerously close to tickling that special spot above your lower back. My hair was lose, wavy, soft from being freshly washed, the tips of it caressing your skin. My left hand clasped your right elbow, which crisscrossed its way, like wandering ivy, up my body and slept innocently aga...
Enchanted
You’d say she’s beautiful if you saw her, but you wouldn’t understand everything that she is. When I look at her, I look past the golden tone of her skin, and I see the sunshine within her smile, I see worlds within her eyes that I wish to explore. I feel the stars tangled between our fingers while I hold her hand, and I feel the rush of blood to my heart at the sound of her laughter. I look past the beauty which the world sees, because beyond that is a soul full of passion and fire, a raw beauty which if you could feel it, you’d fall i...
Simple pleasures.
Inundate every inch of my body with your touch. Consume it with your love. Devour it with your lust. I want you to taste every inch of me. As the clothes melt off my skin, I am exalted from the weights of the world, and want to freely embrace what you have to offer. Bury me so deep that I burn with sensation and erode without regret. Rolling my eyes into the depth of my cranium as dopamine engulfs the chasms of my mind and seers bliss into my finger tips.I am the ball that will break your mind. I am the cosmos that will reinvigorate your soul. ...
Stretch me.
Stretch the depths of my soul. Explore the inner workings of my mind. Traverse through the blue print of my being and become one with what I think I am. Challenge my intuition, and expand my awareness through contortion. I dream to one day be flexible. For my mind to touch both ends of the spectrum and know where the middle meets. For my heart to leap across every edge and know where the boundary breaks. Practice, discipline, consistency and hard work into the introspective realms of the self is the only way that I can find such treasures. I lo...
I Know Where Your Tongue Has Been
"I know where your tongue has been," I wrote on the card, my fingers trembling of their own accord as the memories of the past ten days flickered in my mind and the prospect of what lies ahead slapped me magnificently on both cheeks, clearing my head of any other thought, dream or desire.I smiled to myself, considering the schism between where I had been, one and a half weeks ago, and what I was doing now, on Valentine's day of all days. And yet, it didn't feel sudden or improbable. No. It just felt daring and unbelievably... ri...
saturn rising pt.1 <3
This is the true story of my first time. I've changed the names and some details to protect the innocent, but this is how it happened.It was 5 on a Friday evening at the beginning of the summer term in my second year at University, and a friend of mine, Jackie, had invited me to a science department party. Doing a degree in history I didn't expect to meet anyone I knew, and being newly single I thought I might meet someone different and entertaining.How right I was, but not in any way I could have predicted.Jackie said she'd call by...
Spontaneous Interlude
An unexpected, erotic and satisfying encounter between two lovely, single women produces a lasting effect on them both.During my last two years of college, Jennifer, a classmate and volleyball teammate and I were inseparable lovers, living together in an apartment off campus. After we graduated, I met Randall in graduate business school and we fell hard. Jennifer and I amicably separated, but remained close, getting together occasionally. It was always lovely and satisfying, and the separation made our trysts all the more exciting. Jennifer beg...
