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The Sounds of Change

Can y'all see the difference in size when I'm wearing just a thick top versus my minimizing layers? 🥺. I know they hang lower, but not as low as when they're nude. They hang embarrassingly low then 🫩. I still put on a jacket when I go out, even on top of the three layers already squeezing the girls down. Can get sweaty but it's the only way I can hide it all and even that doesn't work. The barista at my local cafe ALWAYS stares. The recent move was supposed to reset me. New apartment, new café down the street, even a ...

Nature's Argument. Growing Glands in the Garden of Excess.

Long title 😬I'm keeping it ..Heft and HeaveHeft and heave, Hansel and Gretel eat. They overeat. They grow.When I look down at myself it’s still obscene to me that “more” is even an option. But my body keeps choosing it—day after day, week after week—and now, unbelievably, year after year.These overgrown glands have been swelling for more than twelve months straight, dragging me further into sizes I didn’t know existed.TikTok BrasI’ve been on TikTok, lurking in those live streams where women sell clothing. It’s embarrassin...

Tit Rituals (Tituals)

As my breasts have become larger and larger, the disproportionate the amount of time they take up is shocking. My life is now dominated by tit rituals. Tituals. It sounds funny, and sometimes it is, but it’s also… logistics. Management. Whole hours of my day carved into chunks for adjusting straps, picking clothing, redistributing weight, massaging tissue, coaxing circulation into skin that lives most of its life under layer after layer of clothing and support.It’s wild how much structure you can build around something that isn’t suppos...

Trenchcoat Confidential (Story Commission)

Hello yall,I have a nice long post for y'all today and some public walking in a bra content. I cropped heavily to keep others, and my own anonymity. Not the best video but I thought it went well with the story.The writing below was commissioned from one of you!The prompt was"You walk into a clothing store, maybe call it 'Lady Grace', a store that caters to busty gals. The sales women is busty herself, around a 36DD. You tell her issues you have clothing wise being well endowed yourself but you are wearing a large jacket to somew...

Boob Greed.

I don’t know how to explain this without sounding a little… broken? Or maybe just very online. But I’ve been noticing something weird lately, something I can’t really shake even though I kind of wish I could.There’s this feeling — this glimmer of greed that hits me when I see myself like this.I wore that purple tank top yesterday. The same one from the video. It still stretches like a champion, but I swear I heard it whisper “help” when I pulled it down. My boobs looked obscene in it. I mean, they always do now, but something ab...

Pontoons in a Canoe

Been a while. I wish I could tell y'all my breasts have slowed down or become easier to manage but, the beat I can say is that I'm accepting how far this all might go.Honestly I haven't really been feeling all that good.I mean sometimes I feel really good but...The last month was supposed to be about vacation and resting, but this little video posted above is kind of a perfect encapsulation of expectations being dashed and reality setting in.Kayaking trips should be filled with fun and sun, but you can only schedule the trip, not pr...

Same Top, Different Planet

Roughly six months apart.Same top. Same me. Same hopeless optimism that I wasn’t still growing.The first photo already felt intense when I took it. I remember pulling the top down, thinking, “This is the tightest it’s ever stretched, surely we’re plateauing now.”And then, six months later, I tried it on again. Same top. But the experience? Fully different physics.It’s not that I don’t expect change anymore—I do. I’ve accepted that my body’s idea of “normal” is, well, experimental, exponential, expansion ..But I wasn’t ...

Lap... Literally (video)

Lap officially reached.Growth actually getting scary.I kinda wish I was one of these Instagram girls that pretends to be growing for more follows ...Instead I'm stuck actually growing and unable to even reduce.When life gives you watermelons... I mean at least I found some tops that keep them in.I would never wear this outside, but at least I look sexy.I can't post anything too lewd on this page since I'm not in the only fans business, but I may start uploading some exclusive lil jiggles on here. Please don't fill my inbox with ...

Doctor's Visit. (30.3 pounds...)

I love how "small" they look in this picture. Something about this pattern and the angle. ... So. I had my mammogram. And it went about as gracefully as you’d expect when your chest could each be classified as a personal carry-on item.Let’s start with the weigh-in:Right breast – 15.3 lbsLeft breast – 15.0 lbsOne of y'all in the bra Buyers tier helped me make this infographic to help show just how heavy that really is ..Which means, yes, I’m walking around with over 30 pounds of breast tissue, give or take a water retention...

Happy Mammorial Day

Small identiddy crisis happening.Am I just boobs now?I think about it constantly.It's easier to forget about their ridiculous silhouette and heft when I'm alone, meditating, floating in a pool or bath, writing, reading, listening to music...But when I leave the house I am berated by a barrage of boob centered perceptions."Those people just stared at my boobs.And so did they.And so did they"...As groups pass by me on a bench, waiting for a burger and hot dog at what should be a normal memorial day family party...But as y'all ...

Feedback Loop (might take down this pic later 😬... Very revealing)

So… I had a doctor’s appointment recently.Just a follow-up. Just routine. Just another in a long list of visits where I try to explain something that should sound impossible, but isn’t.We talked about my chest. Obviously.We talked about the weight I’ve gained — not overall, just there. My back hasn’t thickened, my thighs haven’t grown. It’s all gone forward. And it’s gone fast.She looked at my chart. Looked at me. Then very gently said:“You’re carrying the kind of weight some people only ever experience through surgical im...

Worth the Wait (Weight)?

Honestly… some days I could cry.Not out of sadness exactly — just from the sheer weight of it. The way my lower back aches. The way my shoulders feel pulled forward no matter how hard I try to stand tall. It’s not an ache that goes away after a good night’s sleep. It’s a slow, heavy weariness that settles deeper every day, like gravity’s been turned up a notch just for me.It’s not easy. But somehow… it still feels worth it.Not everyone in my family agrees.Not everyone understands why I’m not trying harder to “fix” it.But I...

First Commission.

This is my first try at writing something on the more fictional side. Before my gigantomastia got this bad(big) I was training to be a teacher. I've put that idea and school on hold for now, but one of the patrons in here was so tickled by the idea of me going into an interview looking the way I do that he paid for this story. The outfit in the story is something I own and wear often when I'm leaving the house and wanna minimize my chests silhouette. I figured I'd post it along with the story to help immersion :)anyway, I'll lea...

Small (but important) Update, Tier Price Change

Hi my loves,I wanted to pop in with a quick update about something that’s been on my mind for a while.Starting next month, I’ll be adjusting the price of my basic tier from $5/month to $10/month.This isn’t a decision I made lightly — in fact, I probably agonized over it way longer than was healthy 😂 — but after looking at how much time, energy (and honestly emotional bandwidth) I put into this space, it feels like the right step.Over the past few months, the blog posts, updates, photo shoots, measurements, essays (and let’s be re...

Moving (Mammaries)

Moving is stressful even when it's all planned out.And Im not a good planner.At best I'm a decent improviser, and even then I could use some work.Okay backstory.So me and my partner have some downstairs neighbors who I have become really annoyed with over the past couple months.Recently, they came upstairs and had the gall to tell us to quiet down at 7:00 p.m. on a Friday night. I had some younger cousins over to play nerf guns and run around, and my downstairs neighbors apparently have a newborn, something I didn't get the memo on....

Sweaty, Sore, Sizeable.

It’s been a few weeks since I last went to the gym. Not years. Weeks. Months? Idk, but when I laced up my shoes and caught sight of myself in the mirror, it felt like returning after a long absence—like showing up to a house you used to live in and finding it full of different furniture.Specifically, bigger furniture. Pillows? I’ve gained weight, yes—but it’s like 90% of it went straight to my breasts as y'all know. My sports bra is tighter, the straps cutting in deeper, and when I pull my gym shirt down, it no longer covers the f...

Gaming Issues

So I recently got into a computer game called marvel rivals.Some of y'all have probably heard of it. It's a hero shooter that plays a lot like overwatch or League of legends, kinda.My boyfriend introduced it to me around 2 months ago and I became completely obsessed.I think I might actually be addicted. I regularly spend at least 3 hours playing, and if I really don't have anything else to do, it can be much longer.😬I'm a bit embarrassed to say that I've let this new hobby take the place of the gym 😬😬...Which of cou...

6 months ago vs 2 months ago

Sameish angle, same lighting, same tank top.Very not the same boobies...In the first photo, I’m wearing a 38K bra—something that, at the time, felt gigantic. A peak. A punchline. I remember taking that photo thinking, There’s no way I’m getting any bigger than this. Classic Plushy foreshadowing.The band was way too big even then—but that's what you have to do when your bra cups need to be so big and your body is so lil... I could tug it halfway up my back without trying. But the cups clutched my breasts too tightly still. I was st...

Weight worries and a Tit Tulpa?

Okay, so the last couple of weeks have been insane. I need to start filling y'all in before I start forgetting what's actually happened. (I probably won't get to all of it in this blog anyways)So 3 weeks ago I started actually shopping again. As I'm sure y'all were aware, I'd been wearing the same tank tops for a long time, which were not fitting much. I know y'all like the overflowing and boobs busting out of my tops look, but to me it's less of a fashion choice and more of a necessity since nothing really fits ...

What would you like to see me in?

Green with Envy? (I don't think so)

I don’t think I was ready for the reactions.I mean, I should have been. It’s not like I don’t see myself in the mirror every day. It’s not like I don’t feel their weight constantly pulling me forward or catch myself shifting my arms in ways that make space for the absurd amount of boob that’s now just thereat all times.But apparently, there’s nothing like a three-month gap to really drive home the point for other people.Saint Patrick’s Day. Drinks flowing (for them, not me), friends gathered, festive green attire on full display...

Feeling fat as fuck and gross, new posting schedule

I've been bad this month.I completely fell off my diet, my working out, and posting on here.I hope y'all can forgive me.I'm allotting one hour a day from now on for all my socials. I tend to have a binge and purge type relationship with it, (and everything else in my life) but I am recommitting to balance.Speaking of balance .. I am having trouble. Balancing...My breasts are siphoning ALL of the extra weight I've put on. This is not an exaggeration. I know I look bigger in my midsection but I'll put up another post tomorrow ...

Submerged in Softness: Caught Boob Snorkeling

I know I've talked about my weird boob stimming behavior before, but I don't think I've ever explained it fully. Mostly because it's deeply strange, and didn't think l'd ever need to explain it in words. But thanks to an incident last night, it's now probably relevant to y'all's interests.So... boob snorkeling. Alright. We're doing this.Some of you have even asked about it since the one time briefly mentioned it in a post called "Fears and Worries. Silly Jiggly Joys."But some of you are about to l...

Reunion, Reactions, and Relentless Curiosity

So, I knew this was going to happen. I knewthe moment I stepped out of my apartment, the moment I hugged my first friend, the moment I even attempted to sit at a bar table with them—that my boobs were going to be the main character of the night.To be fair, these weren’t just casual acquaintances. These were friends I hadn’t seen in over six months. And six months ago, they had already been shockedby how much I’d grown. Six months ago, they were still in that phase of saying, "Okay, wow, they're big, but surely they haveto stop s...

Bending over is a workout

So a lot of you have asked if I any have any pictures of me bending over. I don't have a ton since it's such a pain. As they've gotten bigger, they've obviously gotten a lot heavier. Not even sure exactly their weight right now but over 10 lb each. 🏋🏻‍♂️So as you can imagine I avoid bending over as much as possible basically. Honestly, I hesitated for a long time about posting something like this. It feels so vulnerable to just exist in this position with these proportions. Not just because, well, everything shifts a...

Meatballs

Spaghetti and meatballs are one of my favorite meals. Recently I kinda feel like the spaghetti.. Thin and delicious. lol, and I'm served up with this side of meatballs that are frankly too big for the dish. Imagine your waiter comes over, a plate with two softball sized meatballs overflowing the tiny plate and ONE, single piece of spaghetti between them, completely unable to support the massive meat that's been paired with them. 👀This is my life right now. Overwhelmed and just forced to put up with it, even embrace it, or else just d...

Grumping, Gaming, Growing

I feel exhausted. Life outside patreon the past couple weeks has been a lot. The holidays are always pretty tough for me anyway with my family not really being supportive. Or maybe I'm just the black sheep? I don't know. But I got pretty sick on top of that. RSV. Respiratory stuff sucks. I could barely get out of bed for days. It doesn't help that I'm already dealing with so much weight on my chest. All of that stuff put together has had me out of the gym for quite some time and eating a ton of holiday food, then comfort food wh...

Pudgy Christmas Boobs (family gathers around my chest)

My jacket doesn't fit. They've fattened up to the point that my winter jacket from last year actually doesn't close over them. Kinda to be expected but it doesn't make it any less shocking to me. I've let y'all persuade me that bigger is better. I've almost completely let go of my diet and exercise regime I was on before the holiday season. I haven't measured this week but I can tell that all those extra holiday calories have definitely gone straight to make Plushy Pudding, as evidenced by how noticeably I'm ...

A Good Boob Day

Today, the girls are being… cooperative.I woke up expecting the usual: a twinge of tightness, maybe that heavy, achy pull I’ve learned to anticipate. But today, there was none of that. Just softness, warmth, and a strange sense of ease, like my body finally decided to take a break from its usual theatrics.I caught myself in the mirror while getting dressed and paused—not to grimace or adjust or sigh—but just to look. My reflection didn’t feel like a separate entity today. My breasts looked... well, good. Full, round, and dare I say, m...

Soy Milk, Measurements, Mammary Mindset.

So the pressure from Instagram and y'all has been working. I never in my life thought that I would say this, but I'm actually considering drinking soy milk, on purpose, to help my breasts grow. Me. The girl whose boobs are way way, way way, way too big. I feel like I'm kind of throwing in the towel and just giving them what they want. "Them" meaning my followers... and my boobs.My doctor told me that eating hormone rich foods could affect my chest. Because of the diagnosis I've been given, my glandular tissue is much mor...